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2011-11-14T20:11:00.001+08:00

The colour of my life~ =)

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When the going gets tough ... the tough gets going ...

2011-10-03T00:08:00.003+08:00

I think a more suitable phrase to describe what I am feeling now will be ...

"When the nagging gets started, the startee* never stops ... "

(*The one who started the whole thing in my own description ...)

Feeling kinda of weary of everything ... energy running super duber low ... and of cuz the nagging is not helping at all ... in fact ... I think my patience is wearing thinner as the nagging goes ...

Down with flu now n yet when I said I am sick ... people starts to tell me "I am getting sick also ... blah blah blah ... yada yada yada ...." Now where is the CONCERN? Concern = telling you to see a doc? n that's IT?

I am already half expecting .. or rather ... 3/4 expecting what my mum gonna say tml when she know I am sick ... "I'm also getting sick soon ... " Typical of my mum ... she's FOREVER the one who is MORE tired, MORE hardworking, MORE contributing than anyone ... sheesh~

Sometimes how I wish I dun have to put up with all these nonsense and MIA until I wanna to "appear" again ... why do I always have to put up with all these shit?

I think my blog gonna become a pure ranting blog soon ... =|

What do I REALLY wan ....

2011-09-25T23:30:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I really wonder what do I really wan to achieve in life ....

So many BIG changes in my life recently ...

I'VE QUIT ... after staying the company for whole 8 yrs ...
(because I nv really like what I was doing and I stayed on ... )

went on to work as a recruitment consultant with my senior but again I quit after 3 mths ... cuz I dun really like the way they do things plus the fact that its nt very fruitful ... I have a family to feed ... nt that I am the breadwinner or so ... and the freaking irritating thing is I haven gotten my cheque for the deals I've closed ... dunno whether is it the boss that is bluffing me n delaying my money sheesh~!

I took up ACCA on a part time basis ... cuz I wanted to change industry ... but its gonna take me abt 3 yrs to 3.5 yrs to complete if everything goes smoothly ... Im keeping my fingers crossed on that ... Kinda of regret y I didnt take the advice of my form teacher in sec sch n go straight to accounting ... in the end I went 1 whole BIG round before settling at accounting ... =|

But then again ... if I nv take IT n went on to the prev co ... I wun have met HIM .. n I wun have this cute little fellow who is slping beside me nw =)

She's the best thing that have ever happened to me ... thou I really went thru a lot in order to bring her to this world ... Excessive vomitting, stretch marks, back n knee pain (even til nw) and my bell palsy ... the whole pregnancy was a emotional rollercoaster for me ...

Anyway back on track ... now that I am a stay at home mum nw ... there r so many things I feel like taking up ... baking, makeup, nails .... Should I?

My house is coming in a few mths time ... maybe I shd wait til everything is settled first before taking up any lessons I guess ...

And I have something else to clear first before worrying abt my ACCA papers in Dec ...

Hope everything goes smoothly .. and I really have to kick my butt to work harder in life ... n also to lose more weight before my bestie's wedding .... I wanna slim down somemore .. cuz Im still 4.5kg more than my pre preggy weight .. but of cuz if i can lose more even better ... which woman dun wan to be slim n slimmer? =p

Assumption ... NOT!

2011-05-07T03:57:00.002+08:00

Hates it when ppl assume that I'm very free n not tired at all juz becuz I'm a weekend mother ... How abt the to n fro traveling to my mum's after work to visit my gal n then bck to my hse everyday? Although it's Chinatown to hougang then back to tampines ... The traveling no need time huh? U think I fly an airplane Hm is it? $&@"?!

Yes ... My mil helped me out during wkends too but juz to give me time for a lil nap during the day cuz I was on the "night shift" ... Like dat I'm considered as very FREE?!?!

Who r u to comment so much? Telling me that I shd take care of my gal more blah blah blah else she wun be close to us? Wat makes u tink my gal is nt close to us? Sheesh~

If u have nv work n take care of your kids at the same time ... Keep your mouth shut~

If only it is not that inconvenient and uneconomical for us to travel to work from tampines to hougang then to pasir panjang ... U think I dun wan to being my gal Hm everyday? I WILL ... when I get my flat in punggol the nxt time so u dun haf to worry for me ... Y bother to give your words of advice when u dunno wat is happening?

Damn I'm so sick of these ppl ... Whether is it relatives or frens ... If u really wanna think I'm very free ... Go ahead! I can't be bothered to explain n STOP trying to give UNCONSTRUCTIVE comments~ Sometimes I juz wish I have some kinda special power than I can mute n shut them off like a tv :p

I'm Tired .... Really TIRED ....

2011-04-29T08:09:00.003+08:00

It's juz another day with yet another bout of AP dosage ... Again

Sometimes I really wonder do I really deserved all these? Juz last weekend, he juz say me for "Kip trying to pick a fight/quarrel" with him ... Which apparently I didn't ... I was juz exhausted frm taking care of bb as she was dwn with flu n cough ... Even thou he did apologized saying it's prob becuz he's sick dats y he's so grouchy but it's a vicious cycle la ... N there is goes again for this morn ... Is it really dat hard juz to speak a lil bit nicer? Unless he wants me to talk bck in the way he does but I'm sure it's gonna channel into a BIG fight ...

He oways got tons n tons of theories .... Which will land me getting all confused n unsettled for the Nth time ... N the cycle goes on ...

I wun deny dat he can be real sweet at times n I'm nt trying to say that he shd be in dat way 100% but at least speak in a better way such dat u dun hurt others' feelings la (at least to your loved ones)

Sigh~

I'm dwn with a serious flu + cough ... Eyes tearing while I'm blogging on the mrt on the way to work ... :(

Green eyed or just being insensitive?

2010-11-28T09:25:00.002+08:00

There's something that has been bugging me for the longest time

Sometimes I really dun understand y there r ppl who always gives a lot of comments on the things u do or the things u get ... N mind you it's nt exactly those nice hearing comments ...

But dats nt the main point ... The THING that BUGS me IS ... If they r so negative of the things that I did ... THEN Y R THEY DOING THE SAME THING? ( at a much later time of cuz ...) Did they forget what they've said? N then start to act like it's oh-so-right to do it?

Its been a long long while .....

2010-10-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

The last time I blogged was when I were preparing for my wedding in yr 2008 ... N then I was so tied dwn with everything til .... And nw I'm bck again with a whole new status! Nope ... It's not being a MRS but a MUM! So that's actually hw long I've forgotten abt my blog ... Oops~ =p

She's my best present for my birthday this yr =)

At 2mth 3days now ... She's beginning to talk in her cute baby language n to give us her sweetest smiles ...

Looking more n more like her daddy with each passing day ... My 2 favs in my life :)

Even thou hubby makes me feel like vomitting blood at times ... He's still my pillar of strength n my greatest "find" haha ...

Even thou my gal can be rather bad tempered n impatient ( esp when she's hungry or slpy ) but which baby isn't like that? They weren't born to know hw to be patient anyway~ ... She's still my darling who makes me melt when she smiles n coos ... Still can't imagine hw women managed to pop something so cute out of our stomach (sort of miss the times when she was in there =p) can't wait to see her grow up but then again I hope she dun grow up that fast ...

She's having her 6-in-1 jab tml ... Hopefully she doesn't get any fever after that ...*pray hard*

Bad weather these days ... Hope my cough recover soon ... I dun wanna go fir X-ray as wat the doc told me to if my cough is still there by nxt week ...

Ciaoz~

~ Counting Down ... ~

2008-09-28T12:46:00.003+08:00

Less than a mth to my customary
And it seems like there are so many things to be done ...

* STRESS *

* STRESS *

* STRESS *

I've gotten a videographer for my customary day ... abit last min ...
heng I was able to grab hold of one which is nt too bad~ =)
Hope it will be fun on dat day~

I still have alot of things to settle ...
- Collect my wedding ring pillow
- Finished up my jiemei corsages
- Collect my invitation card
- Settle my bed's payment
- Plan out the schedule for my customary day
- Select wedding songs for the wedding dinner
- Select/find photos for the montage
- Select songs for both the montage and the video
- Retouch my hair colour
- Invite ppl and getting their replies b4 sending out the invitation cards (a real torture (-_-"')
- Plan the sitting arrangement
- Etc

So many things to be settled! as I list down the things .. I get more stress ...
argh~

Anyway ... I did something to my wedding photo
Very cute webbie dat allows u to do something like this ...

~ BAcK to WorK ~

2008-06-17T00:36:00.002+08:00

Im FINALLY back to work after 8 days of MCs (including sat n sun)
Lotsa things to be done but ok lah still manageable

Bought things online again ... =p

White Gladiator Flats from UrbanOG (sponsored by Dar *muaks*)

And I bought more organic stuff from Yours Essentially

This time round I bought Fuller's Earth Clay, Rhassoul Clay and their full sized Revitalising Oil Cleanser (find it quite good after using their sample thus decided to get the full sized cleanser~)

For more info, do visit their blog ... im getting more n more addicted to organic skincare/healthcare ... and im scouting ard for recipes for hair treatments nw ...

HEALTHY HAIR ... HERE I COME~ heh ...

~ ShoPpInG LoOtS ~

2008-06-12T01:57:00.003+08:00

Some retail therapy session~
(probably cuz im too FREE at home ... =p)

T-shirt from David n Goliath

Black shirt from Zipia

Gray Pinafore from Zipia

Last but nt least ... thou abit "outdated" liao ...
(Cuz like wat I've said before ... i was too lazy to blog =p)

Coach Bag from Dar~ =)

~ MoRE WeDdiNG RinG PiLLoWs N CoRSaGes ~

2008-06-11T13:13:00.004+08:00

Im seeing so many pretty wedding pillows and corsages online
And I totally cant decide on which one ....
(-_-"")

*Pictures taken from http://blissfulthots.multiply.com*

Got butterfly wor ... (ni noes y i like this hor? =p)

Very simple design but it will be better if the flowers are in PURPLE!

*Pictures taken from http://simplydvine.multiply.com*

*Pictures taken from http://www.theweddingthoughts.com*

Tortie!

"Ah peh" gao! (think Dar wun let me take this ... cuz he doesnt like this breed)

*Pictures taken from http://www.mylittleweddingshop.com*

*Pictures taken from http://flowerfan.multiply.com*

Very cute idea of including a bell in~

I dun think I will be getting this ...
maybe can try doing it myself if time allows~
So pretty~

~ AbaNdoNEd??? ForGoTtEn??? ~

2008-06-10T16:18:00.011+08:00

Abandoned Blog? NO ... not yet ... =p
Juz dat im real busy with a lot of things
(plus Im gettin real lazy these days =p)

Before I start on anything yet ...
I will like to mourn for this online fren
Thou not very close but its really saddening
Dat I wun be able to read her posts in the forum anymore
The forum is never the same without her ...

~ REST IN PEACE HAZEL ~

********** ********** **********

Ok ... updates

I've finally finished my last paper for my degree
(provided dat I dun kena any sup paper lah)
And if everything goes well ... I will be able to graduate in Oct this yr!
(Ni oso graduating this Oct but dunno same day or nt cuz diff course)
Thou SIM did offer me to upgrade my degree to the honours programme
I've decided against it lah ...
Cuz I dun wan to study IT anymore ...
BORING~~~ =p

Juz got my wisdom tooth extracted last fri ..
And the next couple of days my face is like so swollen
Till i looked as thou I juz put on 5-6 kg on one side of the face ... =(
I've still got this yellowish bruise on my face nw!
(My mc ends today ... argh~)
Thus bo bian I went back to the dentist this morn
And he extended my mc til thurs ...
Plus Im on leave this fri ...
So ... Im rotting at home for the whole week!
Nt exactly very happy lah ... cuz its nt as if im enjoying my life at home
(Z_Z)

Anyway I'll be going down to my Bridal Studio this coming Fri
To choose the gowns and Dar's suits for our photoshoot on 14th Jul
And I will be able to see my completed MTM WG and EG!
(Im sure my designer is going to do a great job .. she's such a lovely gal~ if only im a male .. hmmmz~ lolz)
Got to noe this gal from sgbrides forum and she's oso going down for gown selection on the same day!
Think it's gonna be fun dat day!

Im looking forward to the photoshoot
Cuz after that Dar's gonna bring me to TW!
(He sponsored everything except for my own shopping n makan over there .. heh)
Yeah! and oh yah ... by SQ loh
haha .. sorry if I sounded abit suaku n too excited
But I've nv been to TW and even if I went overseas...
Its oni by Jetstar, Tigers, Thai Airline ...
And I'll be seeing angela dear + my didi n my 2 other freshies there too ...
Such a conincidence dat one of my freshies share the same bday as Dar
The oni BIG difference is the age gap ...
(opps ... =p)

The wedding bells is going to ring in abt 4-5 mths time ...
Cant imagine next time I will be known as Mrs instead of Miss
Sounds as thou Im very old hor?
Got to start scouting ard for those small barang barang already ...
I've juz gotten a pair of silver heels online ...
Hopefully it fits and I dun have to get another pair
(The cons of getting shoes online is ... u cant try!)
But then dat pair of heels is realli pretty ... so cant control ... heh

Isnt it pretty? *droolz* hopefully I can carry it off
And the most impt thing is ... it better be comfy =p

Im looking at some of the wedding ring pillows and corsages for my jiemeis too
All look very nice n sweet ...
Im in a dilemma on which one to choose nw ... *scratch head*

Wedding ring pillows

Wedding Corsages

*Pictures taken from http://good-times.webshots.com/album/558945606ewHJEI*

Maybe I shd ask my gals to vote ... haha
Think dats all for the updates for the time being ...
Its been such a long long time since I've written such a long post =p
Stay tune for more~
(Provided Im nt too lazy lah ...)

~ SiLeNt PrOtEst ~

2008-02-21T09:06:00.004+08:00

This is my first post for the new year ...
But this is nt going to be a happy one thou ...

I dunno wats happening to me now ...
Maybe Im juz overwhelmed by the feeling of "being taken for granted"
Thus .. Im showing signs of the SILENT protest ...

Its oways .. "R u listening to me? ... "
Not that his tone is harsh or wat ..
but .. is he listening to me?
Most of the time ...
He will "gradually" forget abt the things I told him ...
And yet ... I like oways being expected to be listening to him ...
It juz seems to be so unfair ...

Maybe it might seem to be juz a small issue ...
But isnt it going to be tiring if yr other half kips on forgetting things that u have told him or have promised that he will do?

I noe he's bz with work during daytime ..
but somethings have to be settled n done asap rite?
Even if it means that u have to settle it during working hours?
With all the stupid changes that have to be settle asap ...

Oh well ...
sorry for the ranting ..
But I juz tired ... Simply TOO TIRED~

Maybe Im juz not worthy enuff for him to take the initiative in doing things ...

~ In the Process of "Nua-ing" ~

2007-11-25T15:48:00.000+08:00

Its been almost a mth since Im back frm Vietnam ...
Those who are interested in the photos ...
Here's the link ...

Vietnam Trip 2007

Still got one more online quiz on 30th Nov
But ...

I HAVEN STARTED REVISING YET!!!

Been Nua-ing since my written paper on the 12th Nov ..
These days kip getting sick ...
Last Thursday juz went to the doc ...
And he diagnosed dat Im down with some viral infection ...
Thus he gave me 2 days mc ...
But I went back to work on Fri (for half a day lah .. cuz I nid to get something impt frm office and also to attend a Thank-you lunch session)

Been playing mj for the last 2 days but seems like my luck aint good
Losing money ... Zzz
Hopefully my luck will pick up soon bah ...
These days like quite suay ...
Maybe its me who affected Dar ...
Thus his luck is abit down this mth too ... =

Xmas coming soon ...
Realli envy ni that she's finally gonna get her "White Xmas"
As she going Japan in Dec ...
I wonder when my turn is going to come ....
But I wan to see Sakura too leh ..
(Oh well .. dun think so much first lah ... Wait til i got money then say ... zzz)

~ ViEtNaM TmL ~

2007-10-25T10:31:00.000+08:00

Finally its the long awaited vietnam trip tomorrow ...
But am i looking forward to it?
Seriously speaking ...

I DUNNO ...

Probably becuz there are many factors affecting the way I feel now
It makes me wonder ...

... maybe we shdnt have booked the tix
... maybe we shdnt have booked the hotel
... maybe we shdnt have decided to go on a holiday at this time
... maybe ???

MSN Nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ Priority? Definitely nt me ... ~ wats the pt of celebrating yr bday when u have to plan it yrself? ~

~ Time For An UpDaTe? ~

2007-10-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

hah ...
Its been so long since I last updated ...
(Til my flooble expired liao ... diaoz~ got to register again !@#$%^)
Simply dun have the urge to blog
(Since when I have the urge? hmmz ... =p)

Anyway nothing much to update for dat FAB saga ...
Cuz I simply bo chup her when she's at my hse ...
Or if I see her at my hse ...
I will gladly pack my pack my stuff and join my Dar at his hse
I rather spend my time with my nice smelling Dar
Then to stay in the room filled with her BO~
*pukes*

Just got my wisdom tooth removed last Wed ...
And Im finally back in office today ...
(Ya 7 days of mc, inclusive of public hols)
But didnt realli rest much lah ...
Cuz I stayed up on thurs nite to accompany Dar
As its his grandpa's 1 yr death anniversary
So there was some ritual going on ...

The after effect of removing the wisdom tooth wasnt as bad as wat I've expected
Cuz I oways see ppl saying dat its very pain .. blah blah blah
thus I dread the idea of removing it
(By the way did I mentioned that I juz lost 1/4 of my "Wisdom" =p)

Im going be rather bz this week ...
Cuz I have an upcoming exam this sat morning at 9am
Which is going to last for 4 bloody hours~
And I've got a assignment date due on next mon ...
So idiotic rite?
So many things come up at ard the same time~
!@#$%^&

After that ...
I will be leaving sg on the next Fri
For my 4D3N vietnam trip with Dar ...
Hopefully it will rain when we were there else sianz 1/2

In less than a mth ...
Im going to be "upgraded" to "mid twenties" le ...
Damn ... I feel so OLD now (-_-"')
Luckily my Bday is on a weekend ..
No need to take leave cuz I dun have much leave left le ...

And then ...
I will have to prepare for my exams on 12th Nov and 1 more dunno the date yet ...
Followed by 3 weddings to attend (17th Nov, 21st Nov, 9th Dec)
And the best thing is ...
All the weddings are before my next pay day!
(Did I just heard my wallet crying for HELP? ... )

Got a few birthdays coming up too ...
And dat means ...
Im going to be BROKE til next yr ...
(- _____________ - """)

MSN Nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ "Wisdom" reduced by 1/4 ~

~ UpSeT ~

2007-09-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

Supposedly I shd be happy de ...
Cuz I got a new cam, new clothes, new shoes ...
But ...

I saw something that made me realli upset ...
I peeked into my bro's hp
(I noe I shdnt be doing that ... but ...)
Anyway I saw dat FAB's smses to my bro
Complaining to him abt me ...
And I got to noe how come I couldnt get to use the internet that time
Dat FAB changed the wireless router password!
And there was another sms dat goes something like this ...

"I told yr mum that I wan her to pay the price ... blah blah blah ... i think banning her from using the internet forever and ignoring her attitude is enuff ... dun wan to make yr mum worry too much ... "

I nearly tot I nid to spend money buying a network card ...
And I realli wonder wats her intention of making me the network cable
since she already stop me from using the router and the cable?
For show? to show my bro how "GOOD" she is to me?

Im nt exactly upset of having her as my family
(cuz I dun treat her as one)

But ...

WHY is it that I oways have so many xiao ren trying to provoke me?
WHY is it that my bro only believes her?
WHY is it that my mum chooses to side her?

Can anyone tell me WHY?

I hate it to know that my mum seems to be ...
Only interested in how much "profit" she will get
From my next yr wedding dinner ...
(Imagine She demanded for 7 tables and I was so paiseh to mention it to my future mother-in-law )

Instead of helping her own flesh n blood ..
She's siding someone else ...

I feel so tired n weary
Even at home ... I have to put up with all this shit!

I wan to DISAPPEAR!!!!!!

~ SiCk ..... ~

2007-08-16T12:17:00.000+08:00

Haiz~

Haven been in the best of luck/health these days ...
Seems like everything going wrong for me ...

1.Im sick for days ... (Cough, flu has all become my "good friends")

2.Im totally sick with dat FAB ...

I realli dun understand wat is so nice staying over at my hse?
My hse is oni a pathetic 3 room flat ...
and the 2 rooms r like bloody SMALL ...
So nice to cramp together meh?
wats worse ... she oways act as thou Im the EXTRA one
pls loh ... this is my room n i got to see yr "face"?
plus she's simply too selfish liao ...
she got so many boxes in my room containin hers and my bro's stuff
til i got no place to put my things ...
thus I stacked my things on top of hers
like dat she oso got prob ...
must purposely put my things on the floor?
well .. fine loh .. im nt going to stack the things back ...
n if my mum nag at me when she sweeps the floor
I shall tell her dat Im nt the one who did dat!
!@#$%^&*

So damn bloody pissed with dat FAB ..
I have already deleted her from my msn contact list n friendster le
Cuz I simply dun feel like seeing her face ...
*pui*

3. Had a minor tiff with Dar last nite
Resolved already ...
but somehow I was thinking dat the quarrel can be avoided lah ...

4. I woke up this morning with a stupid swollen eye
Thus I took half day leave to rest more ...
And I need to go back to work later~
Zzz ...

Been feeling really tired ...
Working for the sake of working ...
(lotsa of politics in the office now)

Studying for the sake of getting a better job
(so dat I can earn more)

Earning money for the sake of survival ...
(Why is it dat everything in sg is forever increasing their prices?)

I really feel dat I NEED A GOOD BREAK!
but sometimes its really very hard
Cuz if I take leave n rest at home ...

My father will be playing the radio so loud ...
My mum will take the opportunity to complain abt my father, nt enuff $$$, blah blah blah or the psycho me to pay for the MLM pdts dat she's eyeing ...

By the time if the both of them went out ...
My bro will be back from work ... probably together with dat FAB

And then the vicious cycle starts again ...

SOMETIMES I JUZ SO SICK OF MY LIFE!!!

~ PhOtOs TiMe ~

2007-08-05T02:28:00.000+08:00

Beware ... might take some time to load ...
Photos from the kelong trip~

View from my bed

One of the fishes my bro caught ... looks dangerous thou ... with its razor sharp teeth (-_-"')

Dar "at work" =p

Mr Er and Mrs Er-to-be =p

Sotong! (my relative ... haha) One of the guy working at the kelong caught this ... So fascinating~ cuz its the 1st time i see a live sotong ... and its BIG~

Sunset at the kelong

My "artwork" using photoshop~

Some random pics

OPI Nailpolish - Lincoln Park at Midnight

Without flash

With flash

~ BaD MooD aLeRt "ON" ~

2007-07-27T11:11:00.000+08:00

Been in a rather foul mood these days ...
Alot of unhappy/unlucky things happening to me ..

BUT ...
I told myself dat .. Im going to take it like a pinch of salt
Cuz it will oni make me STRONGER

Stronger to combat with those "Xiao Ren", "Spies" ... etc etc

My lappie is down at the moment ...
Lost quite alot of pictures ... oni managed to recover ard 40%
But I told myself dat its ok ... the pictures dat I've kept is all on the ppl dat I care ... shall take more pictures with/of them the next time ...
As for my network card (which is the one giving me the prob cuz Im nt be able to connect to the Internet ... shall try n do something abt it .. the most dun surf Internet loh =p)

Missing my Dar each n every day ..
Hoping dat he can be right here ...
To listen to me when I need to rant ...
Abt dat FAB at home ...
FAB = Fat Ass Bit*h
Sorry for the crudeness
But I realli cannot stand her "Fakie-ness" ...

I have a good mind of setting my blog private soon ..
So that I dun have to control the lvl of my "crudeness"
When I need to rant
In case dat FAB accidently come across my blog
And she will have more to complain ...

Just cleared my hotmail acct ...
Its been more than a yr since I last cleared it ... =p
(Thats y I say .. dun send me mail via my hotmail acct! =p )
Here's something interesting ..

MEN are like ...

1. Laxatives -> They irritate the crap out of you.
2. Bananas -> The older they get, the less firm they are.
3. Weather -> Nothing can be done to change them.
4. Blenders -> You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
5. Chocolate Bars -> Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
6. Commercials -> You can't believe a word they say.
7. Department Stores -> Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
8. Government Bonds -> They take soooooooo long to mature.
9. Mascara -> They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
10.Popcorn -> They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
11.Snowstorms -> You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
12.Parking Spots -> All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

~ Kelong ONce AgAin ~

2007-07-06T00:05:00.000+08:00

Im going to kelong later AGAIN!
This time round Im going with my family ...
which includes my whole family + Dar (he's going to be family next yr anyway =p)
Excluding my 2 dogs of course ... they dun allow pets on the kelong ...

And Im going to slack there for 2 days!
Im preparing for my slacking session there ...
Gonna download more videos into my ipod so dat I can watch it there ...
My bro and pa is bringing more fishing rods so dat I can play ard too~
Hopefully I can have an enjoyable time there ...
(Think my mum will complain thou ... too hot lah, alot of mosquitoes lah .. blah blah blah ... as usual lah ... she oways complain alot de .. (-_-"') )

Anyway my stomach was feelin the least comfy today ...
been having diarrhea since morning ...
kip going to the toilet in the office
and at lunch time ... I totally "concussed" at my desk
w/o taking my lunch ... cuz no appettite at all
luckily after taking the chinese medicine my admin got for me ...
the diarrhea stopped ... or else think I dun have to go for the kelong trip le

And my Lancome 2 way foundation CRACKED this morning!
I didnt dropped it or anything ...
Was so sad loh ...
cuz I spent quite a bit on it ($21 for the casing and $60 for the refill)
and this is wat I get?
SO HEARTPAIN!!!
Went to the Lancome counter at Vivo to check with them for the reason
And the SA offered to change 1 new one for me
Without the receipt! Heng ar ... I nv keep the receipt loh ..
Bought it like abt 2 mths ago .. who will keep the receipt for so long?

Anyway they suggested that I change to another range
Cuz wat they have now is the "affected" range ..
If I take back the same "affected" range
I might encounter the same thing again ...
So its either I change to another range or wait for next mth
When they new improved version of the "affected" range is out ...

I opted for the former suggestion ...
Cant possibly go without putting on foundation for 1 mth rite? (-_-"')
Topped up 2 bucks as the other range is slightly more exp
Hopefully the cracking wun happened again bah ...

~ BuSy WeEkEnD ~

2007-07-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

Been a bz weekend for me~
Went fishing on fri nite ... at Punggol Park
All the way frm 11pm+ to 3am+ (-__-"')
Super Duber tired after dat ...

And the joke of the day is ...
I was only accompanying Dar to fish ...
So I only bought my rod (use for prawning)
as Punggol Park have those so-called "blue lobster"
(It looks like prawns to me anyway =p)
Hoping dat I can catch a few ...
And guess wat?
I caught a

...
...
...

CATFISH!
(Using my prawning rod ... diaoz~)

And Dar's friend caught a tiny blue lobster using his fishing rod
For the rest ... they went back empty-handed
Hmmz I oso went back empty-handed ...
Cuz I freed the catfish ... lalala~

As for Saturday ...
We went to wax Dar's car ...
Thus I finally have a good chance to SHOP~
Been having withdrawal syndrome from the lack of SHOPPING!
(Thou I got browse those online spree sites lah but the feeling is diff haha~)

Shopping Loots for the day!

Closeup of my butterfly tee

Manicure stickers

Bronze Ballet flats
(They got so many colours to choose from but I finally settled on the bronze cuz I figured out dat it will be easier to match BUT I feel like getting another pair or 2 in diff colours! =p )

Shades! (Dar bought this for me ... cuz he said I look nice in it ... lolz)

And oso a black shorts with suspenders
(I doubt I will use the suspender thou haha~)

Went to his friend's hse to play mahjong from 10pm to 3am!
The next day the both of us were simply exhausted ...
Slept til 2pm then wake up!
Slacked at home the whole day ...
til it was time for us to go over to his grandma's place for dinner

Rather lucky juz nw ...
cuz before I went down to mit Dar
I was stuck in the lift!
It juz went down halfway n then suddenly STOPPED functioning!
Luckily when I pressed the "open door" button ...
It went up and the door opened ...
Phew~
(I got stuck in lift once before n its nt a very gd experience ... )

yawnz~ Time to mit my ZZz-monster! Ciaoz

~ FruitFuL PrAwNiN SeSsiOn At BiShAn ~

2007-06-28T01:44:00.000+08:00

Not the first time prawning ...
But it was Dar and mine's 1st time prawning at Bishan with his friend + gf

Not too bad .. we catched a total of 55 prawns using 3 rods
And I got 1 of those "monster" prawns!

Shall let the pic do the talking (Sorry if i looked fugly here cuz i was hot n sticky by then ... with messy hair ... =p and yeah i noe my eyes r super small here ... no nid to remind me lalala~)

Some pics frm my acupuncture session (for my sprained ankle)
Beware .... should u feel uncomfortable ... pls click the "X" button at the top right hand corner =p

My Sprained Ankle + NEEDLES!

Dar's injured finger ... lolz

~ FuNnY? ~

2007-06-27T09:42:00.000+08:00

Just received this in my mailbox n I think its rather funny ...
A Good Start for the day! =p

Pre-takeoff announcement on a China Southern Airlines flight
This is said to be a true account of what was heard on a recent flight from Shenzhen to Qingdao:

"Good afternoon, Ladies and the German. (So they oni serve Germans?=p)This is your cheap purser (I suppose he was trying to say "Chief Pilot" bah) Wang Lui speaking.

On behalf of China Sudden (How SUDDEN can it be?) Airlines, I would like to welcome you on board our Bowling (they provided bowling alleys onboard?) 737 from Shenzhen to Qingdao. Members of my crew speak Chinese and other languages that you do not know. It is a great pressure (stressful eh?) serving you to-die (I rather they dun serve me then =p).

Should you need any resistance (I dun think I nid help with dat) during the fright, peace (give me fright n then wanna make peace? no thanx~) do pest (I dun wanna touch dat button ... ) the call button. I and my gals are available to make you feel comfortable.

Meanwhile, the airkwaft (Gee ... I feel AWKWARD now ) is going to fry. Peace (Now u wanna FRY me n expect me to make peace? ) sit upright and keep you belt tightly fastened until dinner is served at five dirty (is the clock dirty or the food is going to be dirty?)p.m. Hope you would enjoy your fright (-_-"') with us. Funk kill !" (I didnt noe we have to kill ppl ... y my agency nv tell me? ... )

The above comments in blue are added by myself
Hopefully Im nt trying to hard to be funny ... haha
And for those who are die-hard supporter of China Southern Airlines ...
Dun be too offended by the post~ lolz

~ bLaCk MoNdAy ~

2007-06-25T07:06:00.000+08:00

U noe wats the "BEST" thing that can happened to u
on a MONDAY MORNING?

To realise that u dun have to go to work
But Im nt even getting a tinge of happiness

Because ...

My sprained ankle became MORE SWOLLEN N PAINFUL!
Walking is not a problem for me ...
Walking PROPERLY IS!
Now Im walking with a limp
And each step I took, HURTS!

DAmn Sianz
Cuz It 7.00AM nw ...
I woke up early for work ...
But now? I cant go to work
Cuz I cant walk for too long/far
And I cant sleep already
Else I wun be blogging away ...
So I've got to walk til 10am before the sinseh opens
Zzz ... ( I hope I can go back to slp thou ... )

HAiz~

MSN Nick for today -> ~ EsTeRLiTe ~ SpRaiNed AnKLe ~

~ SpRaInEd AnKLe ~

2007-06-25T01:49:00.001+08:00

Argh~
Its juz so silly how I sprained it ...
Thou its nt so serious til I cant walk ...
BUT ...
It still hurts when I tried to move my left feet!

Ultimate Sian-ness~
Lets juz hope it gets better soon ...

Anyway I juz ordered some nail polish online
together with my friend from 8ty8beauty.com
Hopefully the colours r going to be nice~
*pray hard*

~ I've PaSsEd My ExAmS ~

2007-06-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

lalala~

I've PASSED!
Thou my results aint fantastic or anything to brag abt ...
But at least ... Im SPARED from taking sup papers!

Dar so cute ...
He tell me to go window shopping n see wat I like
And he will buy for me a present as a reward for passing my exams
But i told him no nid ... cuz I noe he's running short on cash
With so many things to settle
Plus our upcoming wedding next yr ...

"Money nt enuff"

I rather pay for my own expenses ...
Thanx Dar for the offer ... =)

~ Photos Photos ~

2007-06-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

Posting up the photos as promised~

At Pier 11

Cosy Sofa Seats

Me thinking of wat to eat =p

Dardar having one of his daydreaming session~

Finally a proper pic of him ... haha (i realised i nv posted his pic in my blog =p)

Caesar Salad

Soup Of the Day

Crispy Cod Fish

Seafood Platter

Baked Chocolate with Vanilia Ice cream (a die die must-try dessert!)

And ......

My "humble" proposal ring ... haha~
But of cuz Im nt implying
dat my Dar shd buy a bigger one for me or wat ...
I believe its the tots dat counts ...
Who cares how BIG dat colourless stone is going to be ... =p

Last but nt least ...

Twinstars hp accessory from dearest Vivien! Thanx gal ...
She's probably those few online friends dat are realli sincere ... =)
Will be passing the other twinstar accessory to ni soon when I get to see her ...

Anyway I hope Dar will cheer up soon
cuz he's getting real upset with the loss of his wallet ...
Lets juz hope dat the person who took his wallet will be kind enuff
to at least return him ... his ic and driving license ...
*pray hard*

~ FeELiNg bLiSsFuL =p ~

2007-06-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

B4 I start my entry I wanna praise Fang for her hard work ...
Cuz She
...
...
...

PASSED HER TP!!! CONGRATS~

Now Im the ONLY 1 left with NO LICENSE~ (damn I feel so inferior nw ... )

And nw .. back to my Above Topic ...
Im feeling blissful cuz ...
My "blockhead" FINALLY PROPOSED ... lolz
(Not going to share the details cuz I only let my close ones know =p)
And he said I cant complain anymore dat I've got no status (-_-"')
Nor will my friends be able to disturb me saying how come we started planning for the wedding before he even propose ... =p

Will be posting up the photos we took at Pier 11
(the place where he proposed .. haha)
Nice ambience and food ... very comfy too~ (I love their sofa seats ...)
And its cooling there too~

I think I should cut short my post cuz ...
nt realli in the mood to blog much ... monday blues ... zzz~

MSN Nick for today -> ~ EsTeRLiTe ~ Y Is It MonDaY AGAIN??? ~

~ A FriEnD ThAt's NoT WoRth Of My CoNcErN InDeEd ~

2007-05-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

Recalling frm my prev post ...I did mentioned dat my friend broke off with her bf of 3 yrs eh?
I've decided to wash my hands out of any matters with regards to her

Dats becuz ...She's simply unappreciative of ppl's concernand yet she's behaving like the whole world offended her or owe her something
Well ... I noe that she dun wan ppl to ask her wat happened
thus I nv asked her anything abt the breakoff
I was juz calling her to check wat time she will be going down for the vball session at the cc
And she sounded super sianz ...

Here's our conversation part (nt the exact details thou ... but the gist is in there)
A: hello .....
Me: eh wat time u going down to the cc?
A: dunno lah .....
Me: y u sound so sian? u ... (n before i can continue .. she snapped at me .. i wanted to ask if she's ok or nt ...)
A: Break off leh! wat do u expect? hw nice u want my tone to be?!
Me: ... ... (i was stunned at dat pt of time with her response ...)
Me: ok loh ... wat time will u be down then?
A: ard 7.30
Me: ok
A: im talking to my friend nw .. bye!

In the end I decided nt to join her .. cuz I feel dat its nt worth the trouble to go down all the way frm Hougang to Kallang Barhu plus it was raining at dat time ...

I know she's feeling miserable dat she broke off with her bf
And somemore it was her first rs n they r already planning to get married soon
but the prob is .. dun take ppl's concern for granted!
I dun owe u anything nor am I the one who contributed to yr breakoff rite?

Maybe its becuz I still bear grudges abt her .. since sec sch ...
I may have tried to forget abt it ..
But her actions n words ...
Triggered me to think back of how she treated me in sch the last time ...
As a spare tyre? As someone who she can gladly showed her attitude prob to?

No one likes to be a spare tyre ...Yes I chose to close 1 eye open 1 eye the last time ...
until I cannot take it anymore ... thus i slowly distanced myself away frm her ...
and guess wat she tell ppl when they ask her hw come seldom see the both of us together
"oh .. Im very good wtih so-and-so nw .. I've KICKED xiaohui away liao"
(for goddness sake .. I was right in front of her loh)
Im nt a ball ... n obviously she cant kicked me away ...
plus do u know hw hurtful it is to hear such things coming out of someone whom u used to treat her like yr good friend?

I nv had a good childhood with the so-called best friends ... blah blah blah
cuz the ppl I've met .. simply juz treated me like spare tyre ...
"When u are of any use ... U r my good friend ... but when u r not ... BYE!"
dats probably their slogan towards me at dat time ...

Things oni started to get better when I got into the poly
N dats where most of my good friends come from ...
Thou we have our fair share of conflicts ...
I believe dat watever things can be worked out ...
And I also believe dat they nv treated me like a spare tyre ..

MSN Nick for today ->
~ EsTeRLiTe ~ PaiN MoDe "ON" ~ RiGhT KnEe HuRtiNg LiKe NoBoDy's BiZ ~ DaMn It ~

~ LaCk Of UpDaTes ~

2007-05-23T13:58:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates cuz Im simply too bz to blog
(or maybe Im juz plain lazy ... )

Anyway ...
Will be booking my wedding banquet venue soon ...
Shall be meeting up with the cooridinator after my exams
To finalise n sign the contract ...
Old hotel ... still presentable lah
And the best thing is ... Their bridal suite is so darn nice~

Juz finished 1 exams paper last nite ...
nt realli very confident with it
cuz it seems like Im going to lose alot of marks for a couple of questions
Hopefully can pass lah ...
I dun wan to go back for sup paper now do i wan to retake the module again
*Pray Hard*

Ni having her exams now too .. n her last paper is on the same day as me ...
We shall gambate together ya?~ =)

Actually I received some bad news yest when I woke up
My sec sch friend smsed me n told me dat she broke off with her bf le =(
But actual details I dunno lah cuz she said "I broke off with xxx le ... if u meant well pls dun ask me wat happened ..."
So sad to see this ...
They've been together for like 3 yrs ++ and last yr dec she juz told me dat her bf proposed to her n they are planning to ROM this yr end ...
Relationships are like so fragile ...
They might juz fall n break suddenly ...
From her smses ... it seems like her bf is at fault ..
But since I dunno the details I wun comment too much lah
Juz hope dat she will tide over this soon ...

Was tagged by ni to do this ...
-Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things of little habits or little known facts about yrself. People who got tagged must write in their blog and state this rule clearly. At the end of the game, list down 6 people to be tagged and NO TAGBACKS!!!

ME:
1)Im scared of thunder/lightning, I used to hide under my mum's bed during my younger days when I hear thunder/lightning... nw still scare lah .. but I will try to keep myself in shelter n wait til the thunder/lightning is gone before I go out into the open

2)Im a crybaby ... used to cry at the slightest thing ... =p

3)I used to be so tanned dat ppl oways think dat Im a malay, malay-chinese or indian-chinese ... and I was so upset when ppl's first impression was "oh dat girl who is black black de?" I've tried apply all sort of whitening cream/sunblock to prevent myself frm getting darker until 1 day I finally snapped myself out of it ... why bother abt wat others think? Black then Black loh ..

4)I used to have a pillow ... which my mum oways thinks dat its very smelly and kip wanting to throw it ... but I cant slp without it haha ... hmmz its been yrs since I last have a "smelly pillow"

5)I used to be rather anti-social n my highest record of not opening my mouth to speak even 1 word is 10 hours! n its a sch day ... thus last time i wasnt very well-liked by ppl in sch ...

6)I had a duckling for a pet when I was in kindergarden and I played with it all day long ... until it was super attached to me n only followed me ard, guess it might have mistaken me for its mummy~ (Do I look like a duck to u? =p)

7)My 1st IRC nick was Milkshake cuz I love drinking vanilia milkshake but I've changed it cuz of some sickening perverts who kip asking me stupid qns like "U love sperm shakes?", "U have lots of milk to spare?" etc etc ... A simple nick can lead them to think until so !@#$%^& ... anyway my current nick is oso from the IRC days lah ... from a anime character "miaka" (which sounds like "miyuko" to me) ... thus its miyuko -> KangaMiyu -> MyuBuRz ~ n coincidently it sounds like "沒有blurz" lolz

8)I love to bite my Dar ...

9)Im super scare of cockroaches n lizards ... Bad experiences~

10)I used to be in the singapore youth team for vball ... but have since quitted after joining for ard half a yr .. due to some issues ... be it dat my skills r lousy, studies .. watever~ lolz

eh ... now to pass on to my 6 friends .. abit hard thou ... lolz
1) gary
2) nostress
3) ...
4) ...
5) ...
6) ...

pardon me for doing dat cuz I dun have much friends in blog space ...
shall update if I have more ...

Got to get back to my revision le ...
with my 2 companions ...

See Jojo's butt at the right corner? lolz

MSN nick for today ->
~ EsTeRLiTe ~ rEviSioN MoDe ~ ITs a SnEeZy WeDnEsDaY ~
~ 1 MORE paper to Go ~

Ciaoz~

~ "Torture" Over ~ FoR ThE TiMe BeiNg ~

2007-04-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

I juz submitted my last TMA for this sem ... yes! finally!
Gonna be on half day leave tml cuz going to settle my Starhub mobile plan issue ...
then after dat acc Dar go practise bowling ...

Stress manz .. in less than 1 mth's time ....
Im having my exams le ...
Cant wait for my exams to finish then at least I've got a bit of time to relax without worrying abt my assignments ... (-_-"')

Have already chosen my modules for next sem ...
Hopefully not too hard n oso I will be able to clear my this sem exams successfully
*pray hard*

Here a pix of my dog on last fri when I was doing my assignment ...
She was like accompanying me ...
but she seems to be more tired than me eh? Zzz ...

Somehow she reminds of the the giant turtle I saw at the kelong ... look at her feet/hand~

~ HeLpLeSs? MooDy? ~

2007-04-24T13:09:00.000+08:00

I wonder if its becuz of the rain these couple of days that dampen my mood or wat ...
I juz feel so sick n helpless at times ...

We did this "Marriage Prep Quiz" online yest ...
And I've got to noe that the hardest thing for him to talk to me abt is the obstacles he faced ...
I cant stop thinking abt it ...
I think Im realli a bad gf ...
Think Im juz being selfish cuz I oways want him to be happy when he's with me ...
Not that I dun listen to his complaints n wat he wants to say ..
But sometimes its juz ... we only have weekend to relax and enjoy ourselves ...
And if we were to kip thinking abt the unhappy things that happened at work ....
Aint we going to be more tired?
And Im affected in a way ...
Cuz I juz feel that he doesnt seems to be as happy being with me as he used to be
Oh well ... maybe Im juz being too panaroid bah

Guess the stress is building up within me ...
With my exams coming in abt 1 mth's time ...
Im having a minor skin outbreak ..
Thus Im feeling ugly and fat all over ...
Plus I've got this feeling Im going to get sick soon ...
(cuz I was caught in the rain ... body feelin cold all over nw)
Im getting so demoralised n down now ...
But I realli dunno how to put it across to him
Cuz he's already unhappy enuff at work ...
I dun wan to add on to his unhappiness ...

I realli feel so helpless and useless at times ...
Cuz I dunno wat I shd do ... or wat I shd say ...
I noe the best that I can do is to juz stay beside him without doing anything
But I will get so demoralised when he doesnt seems to be happy to see me ...
Contridicting ... Haiz~

MSN Nick for today ->
~ EsTeRLiTe ~
~ In Operation Only When "NECCESSARY" ~

~ UpDaTeS ~

2007-04-15T13:36:00.000+08:00

Got the wedding dates from the shifu last sun ...
(haha outdated news abt but bo bian too busy doing assignments le)
Anyway we've got 8 dates from the shifu ranging frm next yr Sept to Dec to choose from ...
(Actually got dates for the 1st half yr but we didnt wan cuz i'll be still studying ... n will oni graduate in May 2008)
Now got to wait til the "tongshu" for next yr to be out so dat we can get the auspicious time for the tea ceremony ...
* sense of relief ... =p *
Cuz suddenly I've got lots of time to slowly prepare .... haha

Im looking forward to the kelong trip tml ...
cant wait to go back there again ...
realli had an enjoyable time the last time ...
plus this time round ... we've more gals~
gossiping time again ... =p

Still got 1 more tma to clear and Im done with my assignments for this semester ...
after the kelong trip I've got to start revising for my exams already ...
hopefully can mantained my B grades ...

And I've found back my long-lost irc friend in the forum I frequent and she... for almost 6-7 yrs of no contact cuz majority of my irc clique "disappear" 1 by 1 ...
If she's reading this entry by any chance .. juz want to tell her dat Im realli glad dat I've found her back again ... thou we wasnt on those real close terms ... lolz~

~ RaNdOm PoSt ~

2007-04-04T21:09:00.000+08:00

Waiting for Dar to come n fetch me so Im surfing net nw
Was on MC today .. cuz my chest pain is back again
Guess Im juz too tired these days til my body is giving me the warning signs
but wat to do ...
I juz submitted 1 assignment last sun
and i've got 1 more due next sun and another 1 due next next mon
Life is nv easy when u r working full time n studying part time

Anyway got this online test frm Angela's blog
Here's the results

www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg
You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

Of late, everything seems to be going so slowly - far slower than you anticipated - and this is causing you much anxiety and frustration. It would appear that there is little you can do about the series of events that now seem to be taking place. In spite of the fact that you feel like 'giving up' - don't. Take a deep breath and start over again and you will find that eventually the expression 'All's well that ends well' will have an extra special meaning for you.

You lack confidence and that is a great pity because deep down you are indeed a warm caring person. This lack of confidence is making you wary of being drawn into any open discussion or conflict and so you feel as if you should let matters lie and leave well alone. But there may be a pleasant surprise in store for you. You are beginning to grow and very soon - sooner than you believed possible - this warm loving new you will be available for all to see and to appreciate.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You detest uniformity and mediocrity as you want to be regarded as one who gives authoritative opinions. Your favourite expression could well be that 'I may not always be right but I am never wrong'. You're a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person's point of view may be right, you find it extremely difficult to admit that you could be wrong.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

~ DrAiNeD OuT ~

2007-04-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Had a real busy weekend ... n its going to be Monday again
(-_-"")

30th March 2007
Went to the Wedding show at Bugis
and was "ambushed" by quite a no of bridal studios ...
they talked to us until the both of us realli wan to surrender ...

Here are some of the bridal studio we've talked to ...

1. Z Wedding D'sign (www.z-wedding.com)
(Sister Branch - Santiago )

2. Thomson Wedding D'sign

3. Seletar Broadway (www.seletarbroadway.com.sg) <- the website is unavailable thou

4. Signoriannziale(www.signorianuziale.com)

5. Yvonne Creative (www.yvonnecreative.com.sg)

6. La belle Couture (www.labellecouture.com.sg)

So far oni Signoria gave me the deepest impression with their fairytale-like photographs as for the packages ... its all abt the same thou Z Wedding threw in a lot of freebies for us ... but due to the high percentage of bad reviews I've read abt them We've decide not to take them ... These are the rest that we did walked past but didnt have the time to browse thru cuz we r simply too tired + they are closing le

Golden Hourse Awards (www.goldenhorseawards.com.sg)
(Sister Branch - Di Gio)

Bridal Concept (www.bridalconcept.com.sg)

Jazz Bridal (Sister Branch - French Bridal )

Wedding News (www.weddingnews.com.sg)

Any comments or recommendation? =p

1st April 2007
Went to the esplanade to watch The Phantom of The Opera
*Thumbs up*
Very interesting and entertaining ...
The special effects and the props used are like so cool~
Thou Dar has been commenting
dat if we were to sit nearer to the stage at the 1st lvl
it will be even nicer
but wat to do ... by the time we wanted to buy the tix
Good seats are all taken up ... (-_-"')
The whole show lasted for like almost 3 hours
Then me n Dar went for an early dinner n back to his hse ...
n koonz ... cuz both of us was drained out~

~ MapLe WeDdiNg ~ Long OverDued PhoTos ~

2007-03-28T20:07:00.000+08:00

Heh ...
Long overdued maple wedding "photos"
Finally get myself to sit down n edit the pix ...

Here goes ...

Those were the days ... when we were still dating~ =p

Our Wedding Vows

Wedding Photos

Random Pic ... heh =p (me with my pet)

~ OffiCaLLy BrOkE ~ AgAiNz ~

2007-03-21T09:08:00.000+08:00

Feeling so sianz nw ...
after looking at my bank acct ...

...

...

...

BROKE again~

And the problem is ... I juz got my pay on the 12th! and after 9 days I have to declare dat I broke already
Damn it~
Why cant money juz drop frm the sky?
My bills n sch fees is realli like a killer going after me every mth ... (-_-"')
I didnt even buy anything for this mth ... or rather mths!

But wat to do ...
Unless I can get myself a rich husband ...
Too bad ...
Im nv a materialistic person ...

Even if I get married the next time I rather earn my own keep
Then to depend on my hubby to support me ...
As long as he helps to support the family ... Im fine~ =p
Cuz I've seen alot of cases whereby the wife depends solely on the husband
for the family expenses n etc (most of them r housewives ... )
That's y even if the husband is irresponsible (as in have affair, gamble or watsoever) or loses his job, the whole family is going to suffer with him ...

I dun wan dat to happen to me ...
thus Im prepared for the worst
That is ... kip working n have my own savings =p
But 1 thing for sure .. if my husband is going to be unfaithful to me ...
Even once ... its enuff~ BYE!

I cant nv stand guys who r unfaithful to their gfs or wives
And they simply turn me off~
I've ever encountered guys who are in a rs le n still actively searchin for a "better boat"
But I juz dun understand wats the prob with these guys?
What makes them think dat the other girl is better than their gfs?
If they realli think dat their current gfs aint the one for them ..
Break off le then find another one lah!
Its juz so selfish of them ...
I noe there's a saying
"The grass oways seems to be greener on the other side"
But god noes if the "grass" is poisonous or nt =p
Not tryin to discriminate the guys nw ... cuz I noe some gals do dat as well ...

Anyway the overall verdict is ...
"I dun like ppl who r UNFAITHFUL"

MSN Nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ WhY CaNt MoNeY JuZ DroPpeD FrOm ThE SkYz? ~
~ BrOkE BrOkE BrOkE ~ ArGh ~

~ FuNdAmEnTaLs Of LoVe ~

2007-03-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

Found an old email in my mailbox
tot it might be meaningful to post it for others as well as myself to read ...
As an advice ... a reminder ...

~ The fundamentals of love ~

Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.

You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level.

After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems able to replace her in your heart. So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship. You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles. When You Forget The Fundamentals

However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began. You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?

To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.
Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?

Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase. Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage. As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her.

These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.

~ The Secret Of Strong Relationships ~

A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance? Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.

~ SunShiNe AfTer ThE "ExTrEmELy HeAVy RaIn ~

2007-03-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Finally after more than 2 weeks of my "bad mood"
The phrase has passed ...
(Sorry to those whom I've shown "attitude" to ...)

Things have finally been resolved between me n her ...
and Im so glad things r back to normal
cuz I really missed the days when the 3 of us oways "gossip" via msn during office hrs

Juz submitted my assignment online
and I have another 1 due on Apr 1st (-_-"')
but I think I have to finish it earlier cuz I've got a play to watch
("Phantom of the Opera" here i come ...)
And before dat I might have to go down to the wedding show at bugis with dar ..
Go there see see look look first ... got to get into the mood first before we starts to decide on anything ... lolz

Next one coming will be Apr 7th - Jolin's concert
And after dat .. it will be Jacky Cheung's concert in July
(I noe I shdnt be spending so much but luckily dar is treating me to Jacky Cheung's concert! thanx dar!)

Got a few more wedding shows to go to ....
but all nid to pay except for the 1 on Apr 1st ...
I realli wonder if its worth to pay to get in ...
but like wat dar says .. no harm going there to take a look ..
then ok loh ... =p

anyway I did something out of my way juz nw
I went for a jog at 10+pm
something dat I wld nv tot I wld do~
cuz ...
1. Im nt a person who likes to jog
2. I dun like to jog alone
3. Its already so late le ...

But dunno lah ... I dun think Im too stressed or wat
cuz things r slowly getting better for me le ...

Hmmz ... maybe I shd make it a habit to jog as much as possible
got to lose some kilos before I go take my WPS
cuz dar has been feeding me til I feel fat le .. thou he oways says he likes it
but which woman doesnt want to feel slim n pretty on dat day? =p

~ MiSuNDeRsTaNdiNg? CoNfLiCts? ~

2007-03-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

I know I shdnt be ranting here since she might read my blog
but I feel that I juz nid to get it off
Else I will be feeling miserable for as long as I rem ...

I nv knew that my jokes n crappiness get on her nerves ...
cuz she's oways rebuking back ... n being lame as well ...
but have she ever realise that ppl ard here realli cares?
or maybe she does but she nv see MY concern for her
cuz she oways think that Im going against her ...
or being biased towards another person ...
But wat i wan to say is ...
I am nv biased ... y am I harsher to her at times
when I wan to make my pt across to her
its becuz she's more "ti ki"
but she take it as Im biased ...
n if i nv care abt her for getting too tired ...
I wld not have suggested to change the plans for the next day
skipping a few locations on our planned trip
so that she will have more time to rest ...
have she ever realised that her jokes or comments at times
gets on my nerves as well?
And if I dun care ... I wld have juz ignored her
when she was telling me how confused she is with her future ...
dunno wat course to take ... and the neg comments that ppl give ...
blah blah blah ...

But I nv bear any grudges against her
cuz I treated her as my gd friend
but somehow ... I think Im juz trying too hard
to be nice and understanding ...
cuz some ppl juz misunderstood my intentions ...

Its juz so sad to know dat ppl actually bear grudges against me ...
n its juz feel so hurtful dat all my concerns for her goes down to the drain ...
n its so heartwenching dat instead of saying things out n making things work ....
she chose to kept it to herself ... n slowly accumulating all the faults she found with me ...
In fact even I myself dun understand y am I so sad
dat I actually cried for a few times becuz of this ...
n I actually got caught by my colleagues
n then everyone started asking me if Im too stressed out with work ... (-_-"")

Have she tot abt the past ...
when we were having some communication prob during our attachment period?
she kept things to herself too ...
n I actually called her up to talk to her ...
for my character ... not to say Im trying to speak up for myself or watever
I wun bother to do certain things unless I think that its worth it ...
that is ... for this case ...
If i dun treasure her as a friend ...
I wun even bother to do any explanation ...

Im nt trying to explain nor am I try to find excuses for myself
Like wat I've said ...
I juz nid to get things off my chest
Cuz I feel that Im wrongly accused ...

I dunno how things is going to be after she read this
maybe she doesnt even care
maybe she might juz flared up
I dunno ...
but at least I chose to make my points and feelings known ...
I juz hope dat she will be my "jiemei" when I get married ...
My kids' godma when I have kids ...
likewise for the rest of the gals ...
cuz I oways treasure them as my good friends ...

~ UnGrAciOuS SiNgApoReAn ~

2007-02-11T13:07:00.002+08:00

As wat the title have already mentioned ....
Here how it goes ...

I went for my cable car ride with Dar yesterday
And we saw this couple ... who was queueing in front of us ...
The 2 of them boarded 1 cable car and we boarded the 1 after them ...
(Cuz we chose the full-viewed cable car ... more ex than the normal half-viewed cable car)
Before we actually boarded our cable car ...
There was this lady who seems to be in a rush ..
Thus she boarded the same cable car as the couple ...
And ....
The guy immediately alighted from the cable car with his gf ...
He asked the person-in-charge ... (with a rather pissed-off look)

Guy: "How come u let someone else board our cable car?"
Person-in-charge: "Well ... each cable car can take up to a max of 6 person ..."
Guy: "... No mah .. then u shd at least inform us that someone else is sharing the cable car with us"

I wonder wats the problem with this guy ...

Firstly, its nt as if he paid EXTRA for the cable car ... y shd be take a WHOLE cable car to himself when he's paying exactly as wat the others are paying?

Secondly, i seriously dun think the person-in-charge have to inform him dat someone else is sharing the cable car with him ... its nt as if he's some big shot or something ... oh well .. maybe he's a abit BIG SIZED oni .. but BIG deal meh? =p

Thirdly, why must he take the WHOLE cable car with the gf oni? Wanna hanky panky? pls lah .. dun be so cheapskate loh ... at least go get a proper hotel room or watever *pui* Simply buay tahan this kinda of guy ... who thinks he's very "了不起"...

Anyway ... served him right lah ...
Cuz he refused to take the ride with 1 lady ... but he "earned" himself MORE company ... cuz the cable car he took later ... was filled up with 4 angmoh tourists ... haha ...

Im so ashamed to see such ugly singaporeans ard ...
Its nt as if I dun like the fact dat I, myself is a Singaporean ...
But its juz the minority of those ppl that make Singapore looks ugly at times ...
Haiz~
These ppl really nid to be re-educated ...

Off topic abit ...
I realli pity his gf ...
cuz wat i can say is ... "一朵鲜花插在牛粪上"
Enuff said ... =p

Going down to Settler Cafe at Katong later ...
But before dat ... Im going down to tampines mall for a little bit of shopping first ..
Ciaoz~

~ TGIF ~

2007-02-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

TGIF~ (Thank God Its Friday)

Weekends is coming and ... hopefully I can get my cable car ride tml
Cuz Dar promised to accompany me go take cable car + night safari tml~ =)
If he dares to forget abt it ...
(Cuz he can be rather forgetful at times or maybe most of the times ... =p)
Im going to pull his ears liao .. =p

Had my first game of pool during lunch time with my colleague ..
And ...
I WON~
Pure luck I guess ... for a super beginner like me ... haha~

Oh yah here a rather funny poem from my "daddie"

树大必有枯枝，
人多必有白痴。
树不要皮必死无疑，
人不要脸天下无敌。

somehow its rather true eh? lolz

~ ItS A PeACeFuL DaY OnCe AgAiN ~

2007-02-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

Finally after so long in my "bad mood" mode
I feel much better today ...
Probably becuz I have ranted it out to ni, a couple of my colleagues and here ...

Going to start with my Data Structures and Algorithm TMA 1 later
Planning to finish it earlier ... cuz the date due is on the 16th
Which is like a day before the reunion dinner ... (-_-"")
Stress ...
3rd week oni nid to submit assignment already ...

Bought a new mousepad on sat ...
Simply love it ... hehe~

I cant wait to go for Jolin's concert on the 7th April
(will be going with my da sao, my bro, dar and da sao's little bro ... )
And I will be going for The Phantom of the Opera with Dar on the 1st April~~
Haha ... swakoo me have nv seen a play before ... *so excited*

Here are the tix for Jolin's concert ... =)

Total damages from the tix = $260 (-_-"')
(For Jolin's concert oni cuz Dar paying for the Phantom of the Opera's tix which is more ex =p)

Bo bian ... Im a POOR student~
Haiz~

K lah got to start on my TMA le ...
Yawnz .... Zzzz ... Oopz~ =p

~ BaD MoOd aLeRt "ON" ~

2007-02-06T23:44:00.000+08:00

Been feeling very pek cek and down these couple of days ...
Dunno wats with me lah ...
Been having all the negative thots ...

Like ...
Y is my life so boring ...
Y am I so FAT ...
Y am I so lack of money ...
Etc, etc ...

Haiz~
Talked to ni in the morning ...
And yes ... she did pointed something that might have triggered my bad mood
It might or might not be dat reason ...

Im been getting pek cek at the slightest things ...

Like ...

When ppl blocked my way in the MRT
(Obviously its nt my problem cuz its becuz those inconsiderate ppl who likes to block the exit/entrance)
I get pek cek ...

When my colleagues disturb me ...
(Like pulling my jacket's hood, rocking my chair purposely)
I get pek cek ...

When some guys ungentlemanly cut queue while boarding the bus, snatchin seats in the MRT (that applies to those kiasu aunties as well ... )
I get pek cek ...

When this particular friend of Dar's tryin to be funny n obviously he's nt
(In fact he gets on my nerves at times ...)
I get pek cek ...

When the stupid network of my office goes down n I have lots of things on hand dat needs to be finished ...
I get pek cek ...

When my colleagues puts me aeroplane during lunch time ...
(they shd have told me earlier abt their plans ... anyway its another long story lah)

When my bro blames me by showing his anger on the power plug juz nw ...
(Its nt my fault dat the power plug isnt working properly cuz he's the 1 who "overload" the switches ... )
I get pek cek ...

So basically ...
I get pek cek very often these days ...
Im sorry to those whom I've shown my "attitude problem" to ...
(Applies oni to those "innocent" victims ... )
Hopefully I will get over it soon ...

MSN Nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ SoMe PpL R JuZ pLaIn IrRiTaTiNGz ~
~ If I iGnOrEd Yr MsGs, U MiGhT Be ThE IrRiTaTinG OnE ~

Last but not least ...
Thanx to Vivien!
I've received yr new yr card le ...
Thanx for yr "旺旺" sweet too ...
Heh think yr chinese handwritting very nice as compared to erm ... mine? lolz

PS: Juz had my MapleStory wedding on the 5th Feb 06, shall put the pix soon~
(When my mood gets better =p )

~ Love Compatibility ~

2007-02-06T10:45:00.000+08:00

Getting abit bored with my work ...
thus I went to do a Love Compatibility for mine n Dar's horoscope =)

Romantic Compatibility
Provided by: Astrology.com
Scorpio & Cancer

When Cancer and Scorpio make a love match, the resulting relationship draws together the energies of two emotionally intense Signs. Signs such as these often combine well, each partner's strengths balancing the other's weaknesses. These Signs feel a strong sexual attraction, and when they are together the temperature in the room tends to rise! Cancer and Scorpio have a great deal in common, and much potential to keep their relationship passionate and going strong.

Cancer and Scorpio enjoy buying things together and creating a comfortable living space: Cancer craves security and Scorpio strives for power. Both occupy their minds with thoughts of domestic goods and resources, including stocks, bonds and inheritances. Since they are both concerned with the home and have fierce loyalties to the family group, Cancer and Scorpio complement each other well. They both see life as a passionate and deeply emotionally exercise of human connection.

The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, while Mars (Passion) and Pluto (Power) both rule Scorpio. Thanks to Pluto's powerful influence, this is an intense combination of Planets, but it's also a good balance of masculine and feminine energy. These two Signs coming together form the basic foundation of human relationships -- The Moon's nurturing love and Mars' ambition and passion. The Moon and Mars go well together; the Moon is about growth and rebirth, and Mars is about the passion of romance. Scorpio, influenced by that Martian energy, is smoldering and intense, and emotional Cancer is attracted to this intensity. In turn, Scorpio enjoys the adoration inherent to Moon-ruled, nurturing Cancer.

Cancer and Scorpio are both Water Signs. Both are very deep Signs and, like the ocean, you can never really see to the bottom of these two. Scorpio and Cancer may draw further and further into themselves, then suddenly roar back with intimidating force. Loyalty is strong with this love match, thanks to their mutual desire for emotional security. But while Cancer fixes their emotional energy on the family and home, Scorpio focuses more on life's nuances and undertones, the secrets behind other's intentions, the power they can wield over other's emotions. Scorpio can take Cancer on a journey beyond the literal surface of things, and Cancer's expansive heart can open Scorpio up to their own emotions, teaching their Scorpio mate that feeling is nothing to fear. Additionally, Scorpio appreciates their Cancer mate's practicality, and Cancer really enjoys Scorpio's jealousy -- it proves that Scorpio really loves and cherishes them.

Cancer is a Cardinal Sign, and Scorpio is a Fixed Sign. Once this couple have a common wish, it will come true. However, if their opinions clash, look out! Cancer will be the first to instigate an argument and Scorpio the last to finish it. Cancer may seem to act as the dominant partner and manage to get their way more often, but that isn't always the truth. Sometimes Scorpio won't even agree to disagree, they just might pretend to give in. Neither Cancer nor Scorpio are beyond using emotional manipulation to get revenge. Rather than letting disagreements and bad feelings boil over, these love partners must discuss what's truly important to them in order to reach an equitable compromise. Once Scorpio and Cancer learn to trust and believe in one another, they can achieve almost anything through sheer determination. This love relationship will only fail if the two partners truly cannot overcome their opinionated, stubborn sides.

What's the best thing about the Cancer-Scorpio love match? Their powerful teamwork when they agree on their goals. When Cancer realizes that Scorpio is there for the long haul and that the partnership is emotionally productive, this relationship can blossom. Their mutual determination makes theirs a relationship of formidable strength.

~ MunDaNe LiFe ~

2007-01-25T13:47:00.000+08:00

My LIFE is getting as BORIN as possible nowadays

Wake up -> go work -> off work -> go home -> watch tv -> slp x nth time

I wonder if its me or wat ...
Im getting sick of such routine ...
but of cuz when sch starts I wun have so much time to bother abt this le
Maybe I juz dunno appreciate the free time nw bah

argh .. I nid to get a life out of this ...
maybe I shd juz go out n walk ard like nobody's biz ...
somehow think my pms is getting to me ..
suddenly feeling like MIA for a couple of days ...
hmmz ....

MSN Nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ "MiSsINg In AcTiOn" MoDe ~

~ DoWn WiTh FooD PoiSoNiNg ~

2007-01-20T17:36:00.000+08:00

Was on MC yesterday ...

My stomach was feeling funny at 4am+
and I woke up to go to the toilet
Little did I expect ..
My nightmare started ...
Cuz I was vomitting n having diarrhea non-stop
All the way til 9am+
When I went to the doc ...

Doc diagnosed that I've got food poisoning
And he gave me a jab to curb the vomitting
(The jab was like super pain loh ... I nearly cursed out loud =p)
Then I went back to sleep after taking my medicine ...
But I developed a fever at 5pm+
Haiz ... how suay can I get? (-_-"')

The only food that I've taken for the whole day was oni a piece of plain bread
Dun have the appetite for anything else
even for now ...
Im like having gastric pains now ...
argh~

And poor dar oso kena diarrhea ...
but his case is diff from mine ..
cuz he's suffering from stomach flu
So nt as serious as mine ...

Haiz ... of all time ...
why do the both of us have to be sick together?

anyway u people out there better take care of yrself
and be careful of wat u eat ...

2007-01-17T09:12:00.000+08:00

Just read Fang's blog
Im glad that she's out of hospital n is recovering now
Didnt managed to go down to the hospital to visit her
(Hopefully she's nt angry with me for nt visiting her ... )
Cuz she was admitted on Tues and I've already got appointment on Tues
And for the rest of the week ...
I dunno if its me or the weather
Cuz I keep feeling cold n very tired ...
thus most of the weekdays ... after I reached hm
I immediately go n slp for a while le ...

My headache has been getting more n more frequent these days
Was is becuz I stopped taking the doc's medicine without his consent?
Cuz I was so sick of taking medicine everyday
Guess I will have to guai guai continue taking the medicine again

Went for vball yesterday ..
Supposedly it shd be a session for me to stay healthy
But somehow ... I was having headache after the session
Wanted to take bus back but in the end I buay tahan so took a cab bck instead
Nearly blacked out while walking home ... argh~
i hate it when I feel so sick ...

Even for now ...
Im still considering whether I shd take half day to go back n rest ...
Cuz my headache like getting from bad to worse ...
So pain that I feel like biting ppl liao ...

MSN Nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ BaD MooD aLeRt "ON" : I'LL BiTeZ ~
~ JoKinG? tRy Me If YoU DaRe ~ StUpId HeaDaChE ~

~ HuRTeD ~

2007-01-13T14:05:00.000+08:00

I dunno if its me ...
Having PMS or watever

But anyway ...
I realli dun understand why he nid to still kip her smses in his hp?
He noes dat his hp have limited memory for smses ...
and yet when new smses come in ... n the mailbox is full
He can choose to deleted my smses
Then to clear her smses (which dated like a few mths ago?)

I was helping him to chear his smses juz nw ..
and when i showed him her smses ...
(hinting dat shd i clear the smses ...)
he said ... "nvm lah .. dun clear liao .. as long as there are enuff space for new smses to come in can le ...)

Well ...
I dunno if im too sensitive or watever ...
But it juz doesnt feel good ...
Somehow I feel hurted with his actions ...

~ MaRrIaGe ... ROM ... ~

2007-01-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

I wonder if age is getting up with me
Seems like alot of ppl ard me are getting married ...
My colleagues, my sec sch mates ... etc etc

Haiz ...
cant admit dat im getting old le ...
Even my mum said so too ... (-_-"')
Was chitchatting with her on Monday and I was like teling her that my sec sch classmate is getting ROM end of this yr ...
And the topic dunno how come diverted to me
She said that at my age ... I should have already been married le ...
*Pengz*
Seems like she cant wait to get rid of me ...
But before she can get rid of me ...
Got to let me find someone who wants to take me mah ...

Finally got my Citibank Credit Card today
Going to use it to pay for my sch fees tml ...
Cuz Citibank CC allows me to pay the sch fees in 6 mths instalments
and best of it ... its interest-free

Going to start sch soon ...
and that means ...

= NO MORE VBALL (since vball sessions falls on my sch days)
= LESSER SLP
= LESS TIME WITH DAR
= MORE STRESS

Wat to do ...
Hopefully i can finish my degree in time ...
I dun wan to repeat any modules ...
Not only waste my time ...
Most impt ... waste $$$!

MSN Nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ If I have the chance to re-live my life again ... I hope I wld have found you earlier ~

~ The Most UnGenTLeMen I've MeT ~

2007-01-06T16:18:00.000+08:00

Was damn bloody pissed off last nite ...
With someone whom I have once tot I will be for the rest of my life ...
My Ex ...

He's still the same ...
Self centered
With loads of rubbish (which he thinks its his theories or watever)

I've decided to cut all my contacts with him ...
Cuz I simply find dat I dun have to kip such a friend anymore
waste my time, waste my memory space in my hp only

So wat if i noes he reads my blog?
I bloody dun care loh
So wat if he dun like wat I've wriiten?
Not happy then dun read lah ...
No one asked u to read anyway ...

Always like to STRESS to me ..
How MUCH he've done for me ...
pls lah ...
In a relationship ...
This kinda of thing can be measured meh?
Not as if I nv do things for him?

And the worst case is ...
To pull my face down n borrow money from my good friend a couple of times
To help him pay his parking fines ... and etc
(Yes it was only 50 bucks n I dun have the money, cuz i haven got my pay)

Anyway Im glad with the fact dat he's OUTTA of my life
N never will I wan to see him again ...
(thou ni was like telling me no nid to do things til such extreme)
But this kinda of friend ...
I dun think he's worthy enuff for me to kip him

~ BangKok ~

2006-12-23T23:22:00.000+08:00

Heh ...
Im blogging at some internet cafe in BKK nw
Damn tired frm all the shopping these couple of days ...
Going for Thai massage ...

Finally going back to sg tml
Kinda of miss singapore
Cuz over here ...
thou the things are cheap ... food cheap ...
But got communication barrier sia
Been having a hard time tryin to communicate with the ppl here

But overall ...
I've been having a great time with Fang n Ni
And we are going to celebrate Ni's 23rd bday later ..

Shall blog again when Im back in sg ...
Ciaoz~

~ A "Wet" TuEsDaY ~

2006-12-19T08:33:00.000+08:00

Super HEAVY rain this morning ...
In fact its still raining nw ...
(Im at the office now ... n yes Im blogging =p )

Really dun feel like waking up this morning
cuz it was really cosy hiding under my blanket ...
but wat to do?
I've used it all my leave for this yr le
For the BKK trip n after dat ...
So I will be officially on leave from tml to 27th Dec
Cant wait for today to finish ...

I finally leaving for BKK tml morning
Dar took leave to send me to the airport
(Wil took leave to send ni off too ... so sweet of the both of them eh? ni shd be feeling blessed like me rite? lolz)
Went to change the currency yesterday
As expected .. it was rather low
But thats nt the main thing I wan to complain
Becuz the stupid money changer at Bishan Junction 8 was ...
Super attitude loh
They ... (yah its a few of them .. ) was like super stuck-up
Money changers big deal meh?
*pui*

My luggague is already half-packed le
Still got some daily necessities to pack later
While waitin for Dar to come n fetch me
Cuz Im going over to his hse to stay for the nite
(Easier for him to send me off to the airport tml EARLY morning)
Notice that I've to purposely STRESSED that its EARLY morning?
Thats becuz my "Big Baby" is a "SLEEPY PIG"
opps its "RABBIT" =p
So in order to be safe
I better wake him up PERSONALLY
rather than morning-call him ... lolz

~*~*~*~

Went TTSH in the afternoon at ard 3pm for my medical review ...
Nothing serious
Juz that I've to continue with my medication for some time
And going back for another review in next yr April

Dar took leave to accompany to the hospital
Before going to the review
We went to open OUR JOINT ACCT with POSB
(Wanted to open DBS acct initially but cldnt find the branch ... lolz~ wat to do ... how much can u expect out of 2 direction-idiots walking ard =p)
Hehe the things we share are increasing ...
Photo album, Joint Acct and the latest "baby" to the family is our

IPOD VIDEO~

Heh yah I bought the Ipod Video 30GB too ...
Cuz after seeing ni's pressie frm Wil ...
I asked Dar if we shd get 1 too ...
N he agreed so we went to SimLim on Sunday to scout for it ...
Got the ipod video + accessories (AV cable, charger, camera connector, frequency tuner, silicon case, screen protector) for $528
Thou its a "shared" item .. but Dar paid the bulk of it ... =p
(Cuz he earn more than me + he's supposed to learn how to "养我" haha)
But of cuz this kinda of luxury item can oni buy like once in a while lah ...

~*~*~*~

I didnt mentioned that I caught a movie rite?
Did I or did I not?
Oh well nvm ...
(My memory's failing me again .. pardon me for that =p)

Watched Eragon at Bishan Junction 8
Find it so-so only lah
Cuz since its a fantasy movie
I've expected more high-tech special effects
But its still passable lah ...
I was telling Dar that its very convenient to own a Dragon
Since we can no nid to pay for airfare again if we own 1
He buay tahan my lameness n gave me an (-_-"') haha ... =p
But the dragon is darn cute when its young ...

Reivew from the GV webbie:

ERAGON, a fantasy adventure for young people based on the phenomenally successful novel by Christopher Paolini – the first book in the young author’s epic Inheritance Trilogy – is a timeless yet modern tale.

The book’s most fantastical character – a flying dragon named Saphira – arrives via the high-tech wizardry of the industry’s most honored visual effects houses: WETA Digital (the "Lord of the Rings" trilogy, "King Kong") and Industrial Light & Magic (the "Star Wars" films, "Jurassic Park"). In addition, WETA created ERAGON’s climactic and massive battle scene, in which the forces of good, led by the young Dragon Rider Eragon and Saphira, battle the armies of the evil King Galbatorix.

For over two millennia, dragons have been – depending on the culture and times – beloved, feared, or even worshipped. Today, the mythical creatures are a mainstay of pop culture. ERAGON’s Saphira is inspired by the rich heritage of the storied winged creatures, but for the first time, the power of state-of-the-art computer generated imagery brings myth to photo-real, emotional life. What "Jurassic Park" was to dinosaurs, ERAGON is to dragons. Indeed, Saphira is a step beyond the dinosaurs of "Jurassic Park," as her facial imagery conveys thoughts and feelings.

~*~*~*~

Not a Dragon but I still think it looks rather cute thou~ =p

~*~*~*~

Wont be blogging for the next few days since Im nt too sure if the hotel provides Internet access or nt ...
Dun miss me too much wor ... haha~

MSN Nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ Off to BKK in less than 24 hrs ... ~
~ IF I nv reply yr msgs ~ It might really mean that I dun wan to reply ~

~ SLeEpLeSs NiTe ~

2006-12-12T01:56:00.000+08:00

Its almost 2am now
And I noe that I shouldnt be awake now
Becuz Im sick n are SUPPOSED to rest EARLY
But I juz couldnt get to SLEEP!

8 more days to my BKK trip
Cant wait for it to come ...
We've got so many places to shop, eat and visit
And also its coming to be the 3rd month with Dar
Hah I noe he's going to call me silly for keeping track of it
But somehow girls r like that mah =p
Come to think of it ...
If I dun care abt the rs wat for I keep track of it? =p

Its been the most "peaceful" rs I had so far
No extreme ups and downs
I really feel so relaxed and comfortable
Probably somewhat relieved?
He's not those typical "大男人"
But he does take initiative in making decisions
And sometimes he behave like a "大孩子"
Who yearns for attention
The kinda of security that he gave was different
Its nt becuz he's physically tall
(cuz tall guys tend to give ppl a sense of security)
But its more of an emotional kinda of security
Something that I've oways longed for ...

I used to trust ppl too easily
(No matter is it ex-bfs,friends, etc)
I've got hurted so many times that I've totally lost count
I've cried so much that I could have filled dozen of buckets
(yeah im a crybaby)
Becuz of that ...
I've "built" a wall to "protect" myself
I used to crap n joke ard like a clown
Pretending that Im a cheerful person ...
(thou i still do that now at times)
But sometimes the more I pretend
The more I detest myself

But Im grateful that
There are so many "angels" beside me
(U noe who u r ... =p )
I could nv thanx u ppl enuff for the things that u've done for me
No matter how big/small the effort is ...
I really appreciated it ...

MSN nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ 问世间情为何物 ~ 天若有情天亦老 ~ 我是无情的 =p~
~ 8 more days to go ... bkk here i come ~

~ As LoNg As YoU LoVe Me ~

2006-12-08T14:28:00.000+08:00

Nothing much ...
Juz an old song of Backstreet Boys
Dunno y suddenly have the urge to listen to this song ...

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leaving my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
How you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me

Chorus
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be

I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're coming from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby

~*~*~*~

MSN Nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ 问世间情为何物 ~ 天若有情天亦老 ~ 我是无情的 =p ~
~ 12 more days to go ... ~ BaD MooD Alert "ON" ~

~ Its a Sneezy TuEsdAy ~ 15 more days ~

2006-12-05T08:06:00.000+08:00

Been sneezing alot since I woke up
!@#$$%^&*
Nowadays weather really bad ...
Hopefully I recover soon
Buay Tahan~

Im counting down to my BKK trip with the gals
15 more days to go ...
I cant wait for it to come ...
Manicure, pedicure, massage, shopping here i come~
lalala~

Updates for the last 2 weeks ...
Went to M'sia with the gals + william n Dar on the 25th Nov
To celebrate fang's bday
(for the details n pictures ... look out for ni's n fang's blog cuz Im simply too lazy to blog everything out again =p)

Meet up with my Norman Daddie on last Wednesday, 29th Nov
Daddie treated me dinner at Mahanttan Fish Market and a movie, Open Season
(Bday "package" from him ... haha)
Thanx daddie~

Was on a day leave last Thursday, 30th Nov
Went to Bugis with Dar to scout for xmas pressies for the gals
Didnt managed to get anything but we managed to catch a movie, Happy Feet
(Animation movie again ... =p but I guess the money spent was worthwhile lah cuz both movies are nice~ *thumb up*)

Gonna be quite busy this week I guess ...
Going for dinner with my colleagues tonite at Marche, suntec
Meeting up with the gals tml for a pre-xmas celebration + phototaking
Thursday I've will be playing vball for some invitation competition
Think im going to be dead beat (n BROKE) by fri ...
Cant wait for my payday to come .. ( $_$ )

MSN nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ 15 more days ~ BKK here I come ~
~ I miss taking Cable Car rides~

~ NiGhTMaReS ~

2006-12-04T16:40:00.000+08:00

Had a nightmare last nite
Thus i didnt slp well n im damn tired now
Plus im having sore throat + a fever (which doesnt seem to be a "full-fledged" fever)
Damn irritated now

Cant rem the exact details of the dreams
But it somewhat goes like this ...
I dreamt dat Dar wanted to break off with me ...
Thou he said it in a very unwillingly tone ...
I was shocked n couldnt believe wat I heard ...

RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG~

My hp alarm goes off
And woke me up
I sat there for good old 5 min
To get myself clear dat it was oni a dream
But somehow i feel uneasy
Cuz it seems like ...
A warning to be not to be too contented with my relationship nw

The dream seems to be so familiar
I rem the last time when i was with M
I had similar dream as well ...
But i shrugged it off ...
And in the end?
I was totally shattered
When he suddenly decided to end the rs
Cuz he wanted to pursue his dreams as a pilot =(

Haiz~
I better pray hard that the dream will not come true ...
Cuz Im realli tired of falling in n out of love ...
Totally exhausted ... n most prob if (*touchwood*)
Things dun work out this time round ...
I guess I will be staying single le

~*~*~*~

Juz came back frm my oral ...
And ...
I can be prepared to take it again next yr
cuz I totally screwed up the conversation part
but Im nt sad at all lah ...
kinda of expected it anyway
lalala~~

MSN Nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ Damn it Im SICK again ~

~ FiNaLLy ExAmS OvEr ~

2006-11-23T00:53:00.000+08:00

Phew~
Finally I can rest in peace ...
Not that Im dying sooner or wat
But at least I can be more relax now
Thou I can predict Im going to get tons of work when I go back to work later

Juz finished updating the pictures for my marquee~
n its almost 1am already

Was quite pek cek today ...
Cuz I couldnt get myself to memorise anything much
Luckily the paper was slightly easier than wat I've expected
But today suay lah ...
I slipped and fell while going down the overhead bridge
Thou I dun realli care how ppl think
Whether r they going to laff at me or wat ..
I dun care ...
Wat I care is ...
My butt n both legs aching now ... argh~

But sweetie Dar realli make my day ...
He's like super duber sweet =)
Guess wat he did?
He took a bunch of balloons from a colleague's wedding dinner
Bring 'em all the way to my house ...
(when he's already very tired after a long day's work + dinner)
Call me n told me to go to the kitchen while he release the balloons frm below
Juz for me to see ...
To cheer me up n to tell me dat he misses me ...
Im so touched~
(haha I noe I might be abit too easily touched le ... =p)
Thou its abit silly for him to do that
But dats wat I like abt him ... silly n cute in his own way~ =p

He's like super funny too ...
Purposely called me up this afternoon to verify that
I not refering to him in my MSN nick for yesterday "JERKS should be CaStrAtEd"
haha I nearly died laffing~

shit~
I better get my butt off to sleep already
else going to be zombie later at work le ...

MSN nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ BLiSsFuL FoReVEr ??? ~
~ Finally Im FREE from EXAMS ~ FoR The Time Being ~

~ AbOrTiOn? ~

2006-11-21T15:43:00.000+08:00

Was surfing LD while I came across this entry by this poor gal ...
Hope she dun mind me posting up her story in my blog ...

She's 22 this yr and she's pregnant with her ex-bf's child.
And y is it EX-bf instead of bf?
It becuz he chose to LEAVE her upon knowing dat she's pregnant
And he even have the cheek to tell her
That he dun wish ppl to know abt the baby!
And if she were to go for abortion ...
It will be her 2nd time already!
Poor gal to be in love with someone who simply treat her like a spare tyre?

Quote from her post:
" ... he's in fact waiting for some1 whom he has never met before but is willing to do everyting n anyting for her! he gave her 5k just like tat n thruout the course of our r/s, he has neber given up on her.."

Tell me how come a human can be so heartless?
How can the guy be in love with someone else while he ...
in a nt so nice way .. beds her?

Oh well maybe like wat others oways say ..
"Guys can have sex without Love"

That guy is really really a jerk ...
A JERK BEYOND WORDS!!!
Its so unfair ...
I really pity dat poor gal ...
Hope that jerk gets his karma soon ... !@#$%^&*

If i were her ... n Im pregnant
I will keep the baby whether my bf wants it or nt ...
Its MY baby!
I noe things r easier said than done ..
But the baby is innocent
And no matter wat ...
Its a matter of life n death!
And if Im really unable to support it ...
At least I could find a good family for the baby ...

No doubts ppl will gossip ...
But I rather live with the gossips
Then with the guilt that will probably haunt me for life ...

And who noes ...
I might juz want the baby n not the father? haha
(Just kidding lah ... should try to cheer myself up after feeling so pissed off with the JERK mentioned above)

MSN Nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ JERKS should be CaStrAtEd =p ~

~ HaPpY 2nd MoNtH ~ To MySeLf ~

2006-11-20T21:06:00.000+08:00

Its 20th today
And ...
Its marks the 2nd Month with my Dar

A not-so-good day for me ...
Cuz my stomach feeling weird again
Guess I might need to go back to TTSH for checkup soon
Having diarrhea quite often lately
(But how come I nv get slimmer despite all the diarrhea thingy? argh~)

Had dinner at MOS Burger with Dar at Compasspoint juz nw
Seems like he forgotten wat day is it today ... (-_-"')
But nvm lah ...
Wat to do ... guys usually wun keep track of such trivial matter bah
Used to it already ... =p

Bought a skirt online today from a spree ...
(RETAIL THERAPY RULES~ haha)
Hopefully its going to look nice in real life ...

~ Colic ~

2006-11-19T22:00:00.000+08:00

Went for a movie
but guess it was too boring lah
cuz Dar fell asleep while watching ... =p

Description from the GV webbie:

Prae and her boyfriend, Pongpop, moved to the suburbs for a more relaxed lifestyle after learning of her pregnancy. Soon, their son, Pan was born and everything about him seems normal: except for the ear-splitting screams.

Pan will cry and scream non-stop everyday and was eventually diagnosed as having colic, a sickness which is marked by chronic irritability and screaming.

Months passed and Pan’s Colic didn’t recede in fact it got worse and no-one seemed to know why. This is when Prae began to notice bizarre phenomenon which occurred while Pan was crying and what they are about to find out will haunt them for the rest of their lives….

Reviews:
Actually I think the show's storyline is so-so onnly
It was quite draggy at certain parts ...
And not scary at all ... its more gruesome in my opinion
Nothing fantastic~ Not realli worth the money ... =p

~ ExAmS ExAmS ~

2006-11-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

Im having my Java paper tml nite
But somehow ...
I dun have the "ganjiong" feeling of having exams
haha .. probably becuz its been a long time since I took exams bah

Dar like so much more ganjiong than me
Keep reminding me to study ... asking me hows my progress ...
Sounds more like my erm ... mummy? but ... ever since young I no nid ppl to tell me to study de .. lolz
He can be so cute at times ... =p

Im more worried for the paper on next wed ...
Lotsa of theory to be understood ...
Yawnz ... juz the thought of it made me sleepy ... Zzzz ~

n after dat paper ... still cannot relax ... argh
cuz I still have my Malay Oral to clear ... (-_-"')
can oni relax after the first week of Dec ...
Cant wait for the hols to come ...

But abit sad lah ..
Dar promise to come fetch me on the 24th Dec when Im back frm Thailand ...
nw he changed his mind ... cuz he wanna go celebrate with his friends
but wat to do ... its a xmas eve loh
cant expect too much bah ...
Anyway ... i got to stop dreaming le ...
Better get back to my studying ...
Else someone going to nag at me again .. lolz

MSN Nick -> ~ Hui ~ WhY Am I PaYiNg $$$ To MaKe MySeLf MiSeRabLe? ~

~ How STUPID can I get? ~

2006-11-13T09:33:00.000+08:00

Haiz ...
I realli how STUPID and BLUR can i get ...
Guess wat?

I juz threw away the NEW hairband yesterday nite ...
I juz bought it on sat ...
argh~

Long story ..
to cut it short ...
Im juz too blur lah .. (-_-"')

*sad*
I like dat hairband loh
Thou its oni like 5 bucks ..
but still Im like throwing $$$ away ...
N I dunno if I will be able to find it again or nt ...

MSN Nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ DePriVed of SLeEp ~
~ WoKe Up on the "WRONG SiDE" of the Bed ~ I'll BITE ~

~ SLEEPY WeDnEsDaY MoRnInG ~

2006-11-08T08:24:00.000+08:00

Yawnz ...
Im bloggin early in the morning ...
cuz I nid to do something before I fall asleep again ...

I wonder why Im so tired
Might be becuz of the vball session last nite ...
And my right shoulder is aching nw ... damn it~ (-_-"')

But come to think of it ...
It MIGHT be becuz of my boss
He "MADE" me feel tired facing him everyday
Had a rather BAD day yesterday ...
All becuz of him
I wonder wats his prob ...
or maybe Im the one with the prob?

Haiz~
I was so pissed off by him dat I cried at my desk yest afternoon
while talking to 1 of my colleagues

Exams nearing le ..
I haven even started yet ...
still bz "slacking" =p
Not like Ni ... so guai~ haha

But I noe myself lah ...
I cant possibly start revising too early ...
Cuz with my STM (short term memory)
I'll sure forget things before I start writing them down during exams =p

MSN nick for yesterday 07/11/2006 ->
~ Hui ~ Any Suggestion for the Most Painless way to DIE? ~ I Wan To KiLL MySeLf ~

MSN nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ I'll marry anyone who brings me my bed NOW =p ~

~ MC ~

2006-11-06T13:02:00.000+08:00

On MC today ...
Stomach haven been feeing well these few days, plus my stupid ulcer
Its all contributing to my bad mood ...

*sigh*

I hate it when Im sick ...
Practically "rot" at home ...
Argh~
I need some FRESH AIR ...

Mummy has been complaining abt this n that ever since I woke up
(1 of the reason y I hate to be home at times ... )
She has been complaining abt the slightest thing ... to those not-so-serious matter
Haiz .. u tell me lah ..
Wat can I possibly do when the neighbours opposite us is quarrelling damn loud?
Go over n tell them to shut up?
(-_-"')

Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...

I miss my Dar ...
Bet he must be busy concentrating on his course nw ...

MSN nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ 幸福的小女人 ~ I MiSs HiM ~

~ My Bday Pressies ~

2006-11-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

Photos as promised ...

Closeup of my bday card

Guess wallet (I've been lemming n looking for so long ...)

The pic of the 3 of us in the wallet ... BLS Roxz~ heh

Nail polish

Pretty Butterfly TW Auction bag specially from Ni

And a bouquet of Forget-Me-Not by Dar ...

Had a wonderful Bday this yr
Thanx to those who made it a Memorable one ...

My colleagues who celebrate my bday in the office ...

Ni n Fang who did so much for me
I could nv thank them enuff for wat they have done for me ...

My friends who rem my bday n their greetings they sent to me ...

And

Of cuz thanx to my Dar ... for the bday surprise he gave me ...
and his way of pampering me ...
giving into me
helping to clear my doubts
cheering me up
when Im feeling insecure or having bad mood

But of cuz he got his temper as well lah (thou nt as bad as mine ... haha =p)
Wat to do ...
It takes 2 hands to clap ...
N like wat he told me ...
There are bounds to be "little bumps here n there"
As long as doubts are cleared ...
There wun be any BIG problems ...
Hopefully bah ... =p

MSN nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ 幸福的小女人 ~

~ The Covenant ~

2006-11-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Went for a movies with Dar and gang ...

The Covenant

Review from the GV webbie:
Renny Harlin (DIE HARD 2, DEEP BLUE SEA) directs this supernatural thriller about descendants of powerful New England families. The sons of Ipswich are legendary at Spenser Academy, the local boarding school. Handsome and popular, these four teenage friends can trace their roots to the founding families of the Ipswich Colony, settled in the late 1600s. For years these Massachusetts families have harbored the secret that they possess supernatural powers. Their descendants--Caleb (Steven Strait), Reid (Toby Hemingway), Tyler (Chace Crawford), and Pogue (Taylor Kitsch)--have inherited magical powers that first manifested themselves when the boys turned 13 years old. In a nutshell, they can do anything. As they approach their 18th birthdays, they are preparing to "ascend," which means their powers will grow stronger. The downside? The magic is seductive and addictive, and causes premature aging with each use.

Ringleader Caleb tries to keep his friends from using magic recklessly, but as the school year begins, strange events and a strong gut instinct convince Caleb that someone is using very powerful magic. Meanwhile, Caleb is exploring his newfound affection for transfer student Sarah (Laura Ramsey). To Caleb’s dismay, Sarah becomes a pawn in a power struggle with a descendant of the fifth founding family of Ipswich, a line thought to be lost during Salem’s witch trials. Is Caleb strong enough to maintain his power and keep his family and friends safe, or will he yield to this new threat and sacrifice himself? The film draws interesting parallels between the luring, addictive power of magic and the addictions real teenagers face. The sufficiently creepy setting echoes New England and sets the stage for supernatural phenomena

The reviews made the show sounds interesting eh?
But too bad ...
I find dat it shd be categorize under "Comedy" rather then "Thriller"

First ... this 4 fellows
Behave like the English version of F4

Second ...
Their battle against each other is so funny
Its like playing Street Fighter using Ken or Ryu character
(For those who played Street Fighter before u shd noe wat kinda of "Powers" they have)

Third ...
This main lead ... can be so "powerful" with his supernatural powers while fighting
and yet ... he have to physically endure the fire to rescue his gf?
So funny .. I wonder wat was the scriptwriter thinkin at dat time ...

Anyway I wun recommend dat show lah
unless u r realli bored
or wan to see Eye candies ...
then maybe u can consider the show ...
cuz there are quite a no of Nice Bods ard~ hehe =p

~ Officially 24 ~

2006-11-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Its 12am now ...

AND
...
...
...

Im finally 24 liao ...
And wat does dat means?
NOTHING~
Oni more wrinkles, grey hair, ageing skin ... (-_-"")

haha .. im being lame again
probably gotten influenced by Fang just nw ... =p

Had dinner with Ni and Fang at Yishun NorthPoint's Sakae Sushi
The 2 gals realli gave me a pleasant surprise ...
Im reallY touched by their actions and effort to make my bday this yr a memorable one

~ BIG HUGZ ~

To Fang:
Thanx for yr cheesecake ... thou it was sort of a failure and I didnt get to eat it .. but I really really appreiciate the effort u put in ... sleepless nite to make the cake ...

To Ni:
Thanx for the effort taken to choose my pressies ... u really noe me well eh? Simply love the pressies ... =)

U gals really make my day ... I was rather upset with some issues ... I suppose I dun have to elaborate it here ... U gals r realli my angels ... thanx for being there whenever Im down ... I noe u gals have yr own problems as well ... but at least u gals bothered to listen to me ... Hopefully things goes well for the both of u ... Ni, to find a job soon .. and Fang, to be clear of wat she wants in life ...

And oh yah I forgot to mention dat Dar came down to join us for dinner as well ...
Thou he wasnt as crappy as usual cuz he was rather tired ...
but at least he came n join us ... n thank you all for the bday song ... esp to Fang for her hokkien version bday song .. ahaha should have recorded it down n next time set as ringtone hor? =p

shall upload the pics of the presents when Im free ... time to slp~ Zzzz

~ Insecurity ~

2006-11-02T08:36:00.000+08:00

Haiz~
I realli wonder wats wrong with me these days ...
Its been a long long while since i last felt insecure in a rs ...

I dunno y I feel funny when I hear her name ...
n the thought of me being a subsitute, kip popping up ...

PMS ...

PMS ...

PMS ...

Getting rather hyper-sensitive to the surroundings these couple of days ...

But hw am I supposed to tell him n let him noes hw I feel?
I dun wan to appear like a control freak or sensitive pig ...
Not dat Im trying to maintain the nice image or watever (I dun have ONE anyway)
Maybe its juz me ...

Maybe Im juz dun trust him enuff?
Or I dun trust myself?
hmmz ... really having doubts of hw things is going to happen ...

haiz ...
guess I realli think too much le
probably too stressed out these days ...
plus several days of not enuff slp ...

Its 8.45am nw ...
n its less than 24hr before Im officially 24 ...
OLD liao ... (-_-"')

I wonder if I will enjoy my day tml ...
hopefully no sarcastic remarks frm my boss ...
n I suppose dats it lah ...

Shall wait til 12am before I slp tonite ... n after 12am tml ...
(anyone bored feel free to call me within dat period of time .. haha)
My usual habit ... which has been going for yrs ...
guess I will stick to that habit for as long as I live ...
I wonder how long I get to live ... hmmz ...

anyway .. enuff of "showing off" my pessimistic side already ...
got to get back to work already ... *sigh*

MSN nick for today ->
~ Hui ~ I'll BITE ~
~ He Loves Me ... He Loves me NOT ... ~ Insecurity KILLS ~

~ Updates updates ~

2006-10-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

Its been a long while since i last updated my blog ...
Lots of issues here n there lah ..

I juz dun feel like updating cuz I dun like the feeling that I've got to watch wat i say in order not to hurt/provoke someone ...
but since Im over with him ... I've decided that I shd be WHO I AM ...

Cant wait for my bro's ROM this fri~
Finally he's getting married ...
haha think i sound like his "mum" more rather than his sister ...

After 6 long yrs of courtship
they r finally going to tie the knot ..
thou the actual wedding dinner is going to be 2 yrs later ...

hmmz ... its funny how a person matured in thinking over the years ...
I used to dislike my bro n his gf so much
That i stayed out or i will be at my ex-bf's hse most of the time ...
But now I can go out shopping with my sister-in-law-to-be for hours ...
and also communication between me n my bro have improved so much after so many yrs
Its funny how I can nv managed to talk to them the last time ...
but now everything comes so naturally ...

Im rather contented with my family life now ...
As long as everyone is happy Im happy ... =)

As for my studies ...
Im struggling with my "Network Security" module ...
Too much to memorise and to understand ... haiz~
But since its my hard-earned money ...
I got to make sure that I put in effort during my revision ... =p
And as for the other module ... think it shouldnt be a a prob
since i took dat module in my poly before ...

Work ...
hmmz nth much to comment on it lah ...
1st - we aint supposed to say wat we r doing ..
2nd - my boss is a lot better than my ex boss ... thou he's prone to PMS
3rd - I've to pass my Malay oral before i can be promoted ...
Stress~ (-_-"')
But overall im very happy with the working enviornment here ...
Nice ppl (except for my boss - at times ), conductive place for part time studies..

To the ppl ard me ...
So glad to noe dat Ni has found a better paying job ...
(so that she will be able to shop MORE ... dat ultimate SHOPPING QUEEN~)
Congrats gal ... thou its abit lah .. keke

As for fang ...
Congrats to her as well for passing her advance theory
Once she passed I will be the oni one without a license le ...
hmmz ... maybe I shd go learn as well ... but prob after my studies la
cuz im already very tied down with the studying n financially ...

A big thanx to the gals, my mummy, my da sao and that special someone who stood by my decision, listen to my complaints and accompany me during that rather "rough" patch of my life ... *Big hugs*

~ ReStLeSs ~

2006-08-30T09:17:00.000+08:00

Its oni in the middle of the week and I hopin for weekends to come ..
Im drained ...
out of everything ... energy, slp and the most impt of all .. $$$

Sianz ..
Super tired now .. n damn sleepy
Cuz I did my assignment until 1am last nite .. n i woke up at 6am!
Who ask me to work in such a far place ... ( -_- "')

Still got lesson tonite ..
Bet the lecturer gonna "aim" me again ..
Cuz i didnt go for the 1st lect and tutorial for this particular module ... =p

Im in totally no mood to work today ...
Having body pain all over and my nose is BLOCKED~
Shitty condition to start a brand new day ...
but luckily my boss aint ard today else i wun be able to slightly more relax ...
(I noe im bad lah ... blogging during working time ... but who cares~ =p)

~ I CuT My HaiR ~

2006-08-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

I finally cut my waist long hair after keeping for so long
thou im still having long hair now ... but its a lot shorter den my previous hairstyle

Was getting damn sian of my previous hairstyle le ...
Rebonded long hair with side parting ... awww ... how boring can it gets?

Been real bz at work these days ..
No time to even go toilet but wat to do?
My immediate boss oni knows how to complain to other ppl that there is a lot of backlogs (sounded as if im nt working hard enuff ... )
If those backlogs are within my means ... who dun wan to clear it? *pengz*

oh yah .. went for a facial with fang last fri at TOUCHE The Beauty Salon at Tanjong Pagar
Cuz i got 2 vouchers for free facial ...
The service was damn lousy ... probably becuz they wun be able to earn any money from us since we are using vouchers.
The extraction process was TORTURING ... think the beautician purposely take her anger out on my face ( -_- "')
I came out of the treatment room looking like a patheic fellow with uncurable disease
And they still dare to ask fang n me to sign up for a 10-session package for 800 bucks~
$80 for 1 session is cheap ... but if i were to come out with dat kinda of face once a month .. FORGET IT ...
i rather spend the money to get better skincare pdts =p

Getting more n more restless these days ...
think i better get back to my assignment already ...
got 2 assignments to be due soon ...
1 on 29th Aug n the other 1 on 10th Sept

~ WhY Am I OwaYs Be ThE ONE to Be TaKen For GRANTED? ~

2006-07-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz~

Realli duno how to start n where to start ...

Feel so sianz of playing vball with those CC ppl le
Y is it dat I always have to put up with their rubbish n yet Im the one getting reprimanded by the coaches?

How I wish they r more "zhi dong"
How I wish my coaches will go directly to them n "say" them rather than complaining n reprimanding me

Its not as if they r my good friends or watever but since u all r wearing the Jersey with the CC name printed on it .. shdnt u all help out in the rest of the matches even thou its nt our turn to play? U gals so old already dunno how to think meh?

We oni have like 7 pathetic players oni ..
And yesterday still can have ppl "fly aeroplane"
Even thou I was having fever I still have to go down n play ... Wat the hell~

Anyway ... think after this competition ..
If they were to decide to play for the "Open Championship" this coming Sept
Im nt going to join ...
For what I make myself so tired n no one cares?
Team spirts? *pui*
I dun care anymore ... next time Im oni going down to play for leisure and
NOTHING ELSE

As for my coach ...
I realli dunno how to describe the mixed feeling for him
Not dat Im in love with him (no thanx~)
Its juz dat ... He's been my coach since I was 13 yrs old
So many years liao ...
Even now im nt training under him already
He still reprimand me for things that I shdnt be reprimanded
SIANZ ~
I stayed back to help with the rest of the matches
While the rest of them happily went back to bath n have dinner
Then me leh?
Tired, smelly and hungry ... n STLL GET SCOLDED

Even my friend
Who was my classmate, teammate since sec 1
She can tell me .. "Im nt stayin to help, very tired n hungry liao .. going to eat now, my bf waiting for me already"
Hah~
As if Im nt hungry, as if im nt tired ...
Im so glad to myself that I've long given up on her ever since during the sec 5 days
She still enjoy taking me for granted ..
So more or less i dun realli feel anything for her
In fact, I find her getting more n more irritating~

Sometimes its nt dat Im trying to play the "victim" or the "hero"
No point making myself look pathetic rite?
But somehow .. some ppl juz take things for granted

Therefore I've decided ...
If by this sat I haven recover frm my illness ...
I wun forced myself to go down n play like yesterday nite
Ask them to "bao zhong" themselves
Cuz I washing my hands out of this already

And even if im going down ..
Im leaving straight after the matches finished~
For wat i stay and help out, and yet I get scolded?
I might as well go home bath, eat my dinner, watch tv, etc
And "maybe" get scolded by my coaches (if they rem) the next time I go down to the CC

MSN nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ Dun TaKe ThInGs FoR GrAnTeD ~

~ I MISS my Crabby ~

2006-07-07T11:31:00.000+08:00

Still in the midst of mourning for my Crabby ...

Poor little fellow ...

Im so used to look at the corner where my Crabby resides ...
Now its gone ... I tried to put my stuff there to fill up the empty space
But ... *sigh*

Msn Nick for today -> ~ Hui ~ BaD MooD aLeRt "ON" ~ Im STILL mourning for my crabby ~

~ My Crabby DIED today ~

2006-07-06T12:36:00.001+08:00

Feeling so sad now, my crab died after being with me for 8 mth 3 days ...
It was my bday pressie ...

*sigh*

Im speechless ...
Cuz I also dunno the reason y it died ...
I supposed crabs aint supposed to live in air-conditioned room eh?
Shdn't have bought it to the office in the first place
But wats the use of regretting now? haiz~

Juz hope it rest in peace ..
Dun think Im getting another crab for pet ...
I dun wan to feel sad again ...

Come to think of it ..
I can be so sad with the death of a small crab which have been with me for months ...
I cant imagine if my dog (which have been with me for abt 10 yrs) is going to leave me

Choy~

Better dun think so much abt that at the moment ...

Shall pray for my crabby first ... =|

~ The LaMeSt and FuNniEst GhOsT MoViE FoR ThE Yr - voted by ME ~

2006-06-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

As wat the title suggested

The LaMeSt and FuNniEst GhOsT MoViE FoR ThE Yr - voted by ME goes to ...

*drums*
...

...

...

Campus Ghost Stories (Japanese)

Those who are considering of watching it, save your money
Its really 1 of those movies that you feel like you are wasting yr money after 5 min of the show
Trust me ...

I realli take my hat off for the director of this movie.

1)He's trying too hard to make the show artistic
2)The way how the ppl die are way too fake
3)The actor/actoress' acting = cannot make it (thou there are a couple of cute guys in there)

All the above reasons are enuff to show that this show aint worth the price

*bleahz*

And funnily enuff, I wanted to copy the description for the show from the GV webbie and guess wat? Its already been taken off the site, guess it shows how rubbish the show is eh?

Save your money for better use ... =p

( >_< )

~ NoT AgaiN ~

2006-06-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

*sigh*

Im getting more n more weary ...
Think he aint happy with me for going out with my buddy

I dun see myself at fault so I nv bother to call him up to further explain myself thou I know he wasnt happy with me last nite

But ...
I know he asked me go for a movie last nite but I was simply too tired to sit down infront of the cinema screen after starin at the computer for hours at work and plus god knows wat time the movie will end .. I nid MORE SLEEP .. Zzzz

Thus I rejected his offer and he hang up the phone without saying anything

Then I received a call frm y buddy asking me if Im free tml (that is today) cuz he booked a vball court, but I told him I will give him the answer today cuz Im like going to be sick le ..
Out of concern he said he wanna bring me to Geylang to eat "gui ling gao" for me to "cool" my body down. Since its oni going to be a while I went ahead

While I was waiting for my buddy to call ... He called n ask if i wanna mit him
so I told him dat I cant mit him as I meeting my buddy
and he goes "huh? u rather mit him then to mit me? I thought u said u dun wan to go out watch movies how come u r mit him? dun want mit me den nvm loh"
He hung up without even say "Bye"

Cant he understand dat watching movies n juz going out to eat is different?

When u eat u dun have to use yr eyes
When u eat u dun have to think how the plot of the movie is going to happen next

Somemore my buddy is already on his way out to mit me le
I cant juz call him n say "hey sorry I cant mit u cuz my bf is going to mit me now"

Sometimes I realli like caught in between loh
I nid my space as well isnt it?
I nid friends too ... even if I have a bf I wun forget abt my friends as well mah

Maybe dats y I cant be bother to contact him at all ...
Juz wait til he cools down n call me back

(>_<"')

~ My FauLt? ~

2006-06-21T08:25:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i realli wonder if the problems like with me or with him
Its it true dat after u've been with the person for a period of time ...
Feelings for each other will start to go off?
I dunno ... realli have no clue abt wher my relationship is going now

I dun forsee myself marrying him
Nor do I forsee myself getting married in the future
Probably its juz becuz I so sick of hearing ppl getting divorce, quarrelling abt $$$,
worrying abt kids, complaining the change of figure after giving birth, doubting whether their husbands/wives are having affairs outside ... blah blah blah >_<

Or maybe its juz ME
I dun trust marriage at all
Its true dat ppl getting married oways touched my heart when I see them so blissful
but who knows wats behind the curtains *bleahz*

Ok enuff of my marriage theory
back to the same problem again

I went for my belly dancing class yesterday n he came to pick me up for dinner
He started to tell me abt the new job dat he is going to take up
-> Insurance Agent
He was like telling me to support him by taking up a CPF investment policy
I told him I fine with it ...
As the journey goes ... I was already damn hungry ... so i was rather quiet
He asked me why .. so I told him im very hungry n thus dun feel like talking
...
...
...

Silence for 5 min

And he started to talk abt the insurance and $$$ stuff again
I told him "Aiya u haven even started working yet, cant u juz wait til u start work already then u tell me abt it? I already told u I very hungry n tired liao y u kip telling me abt money stuff?" (-_-'")

Immediately he showed me a black face n started cursing (nt directly to me thou) at other cars ... but obviously he aint happy with me lah
But cant he juz leave those things aside n let me have my peace?
Im juz too hungry and tired to think ...

Haiz guess we probably have a communication barrier now
and I sure its BUILDING UP to be real high

*Sigh*

Lets juz see how things goes ...

~ RaShEs ~ ItChiNess ~ ArGh ~

2006-05-24T09:44:00.000+08:00

Finally after 2 days of leave (Mc on mon and leave on tues)
Im back to work~

Been having those rashes since sat nite but i put it off as mosquito bites
cuz they realli looked like mosq bites to me ... =p
Should have taken down the pix of how it looks like .. lolz

Anyway i went to the doc n the doc said it was an small issue thus he oni gave me a day of MC but god noes ... i developed more rashes n fever yest! argh
Got to take leave to rest at home ... (waste my leave (-_-"') sianz ... )

So sianz ... lots of work to be done today n yet im blogging at the moment ..
Simply no mood to work today ... yawnZzzz~

~ FuLFiLLiNg WeEKenDs ~

2006-04-26T02:07:00.000+08:00

Had a busy yet fulfilling weekend~
Went to Jalan Kayu to eat Teochew porridge with dearie and we went into this exortic aquarium to see see look look
Took lots of photos ... nice fishes, slugs, corals, etc etc
k lah i better let the photos do the talking ...

After that, we went to dearie's grandpa hse to help him with some errands
Chatted with his grandpa for like an hour plus while dearie went to talk to his cousin.
Some family stuff which I dun wan to probe into too much ..
Anyway I had fun talking to his grandpa lah, thou he looked real fierce but guess old ppl r juz lonely lah.

As for sunday, met up with dearie's best buds to eat at Geylang
Had some fermented tofu n then we went to this particular "nt exactly a resturant to eat"
This is their signboard

Very nice food there ...
Didnt noe dat Geylang got so many nice eating places
But prob my weak stomach cant take the fermented tofu or wat ...
Got tummyache after i got home n was on Mc for 2 days ....
Going to work later (What the hell am I still doing here at this hour ... sigh~)

Ciaoz~

~ Busy Tuesday ~

2006-04-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

Learn quite a number of things today ...
Stress ar .. so many thing to remember n to do everyday
Somemore i got to cover for my colleagues who are off for holidays
(Envy sia ... i oso wanna go but shall save more n wait til Dec cuz planning to go Bangkok with Fang n Ni)

Celebrated one of my colleague's 25th bday today ...
She's 25 already n planning to ROM with her bf this yr i think according to wat she told me ...
I wonder when's my turn .. haha but nope I aint getting married before 27
That's the pact I made with myself n im KEEPING it ...

Weekends was ok for me ...
Went shopping with Ni n Fang at orchard, Fang n me bought the same shoe design as ni's juz dat its of a diff colour ...
Plus a new PURPLE cardigan for me ....
(Guess im getting more n more "purplish" day by day =p)

My Shopping Loots ~

And oh ya ... I finally for my SHIMMIES (think dats wat they call it lah)
Its those waist band dat u tied at yr waist and make a lot of "noise " during the belly dancing session lolz ...

I wanted to get a purple one initially but it wasnt dat nice ... so i took a pink one but the beads came off so in the end i settled with this black one ... guess its more versatile lah ... easily to match with other colours as well ... =)

Guess i better slp already ....
Juz finished mapling ... tired manz ...
Confirmed gonna be panda eyes later .. =p

~ Sickly Me ~

2006-04-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

My body has been rather weak these days ...

First its headache ...
Followed by blocked nose/running nose ...
Then sore throat which results in cough in the later part ..
And Dizzy spells for days!~

Haiz~ Juz look at the amount of medicine i got to take everyday ...
Sianz =|

Oh well unhappy things aside ...
Bought 2 pairs of shoes recently ..

Grey pointed low heeled shoes frm Mondo

Purple sandals bought in BV while out shopping with Fang n Ni

By the way here's some cute pix to make my day ... heh~

Look at how my bro's dog sleeps ... totally nonchalant to the surrounding ...
Good life eh?

And finally

A nice pic of my bro's dog Yoyo (cuz she's so camera shy ... lolz)

Ciaoz

~ Im BACK (after 6 mths ) ~

2006-03-28T12:53:00.000+08:00

Im finally back to blogging ...
Well its been almost 6 mths ago since i last blogged...

Lotsa n lotsa things happened/going to be happening soon ...
But im having brain dead at the moment plus ... as u all know ...
I've got

...

...

...

SHORT TERM MEMORY~

so .. im going to cut it short n juz list out those major changes

1. I changed my department, thou the current workplace is at Science Park 2 which is like damn far frm my hougang hse, at least i dun dread going to work at my prev location (yck) plus the job scope here is more suited for me. (At least i dun waste my IT diploma )

2. I've registered for a part time degree course at UniSIM for this coming July intake and 'A' Levels Chinese (duno can pass or nt, juz trying out my luck, if i can pass ... ni and fang can expect a treat frm me ... got to wait til NEXT YR thou .. haha )

3. I've finished a korean language class n managed to learn something frm there (but i missed 3 lessons out of 10 cuz i was not feeling too well ... actually i was quite demoralised after a couple of lessons cuz the korean teacher was teaching way too fast = { )

4. I've juz signed up for belly dancing class! (yeah today is the 2nd lesson n im looking forward to it) Have been wanting to sign up for it since ages but nobody wants to join me ... sianz~ so i decided to go sign up MYSELF~ n im PROUD it it ... who cares whether i got accompany or nt .. go there n make friends loh .. although my class got quite a no of aunties ... lolz~

Guess i will try to blog more often n of cuz with pictures ...
Cuz i finally bought my first digital camera ... a 6megapixels Oylumpus camera~ =)
Nt realli a fantasic model but at least i like it n it within my budget (with dearie's contribution of cuz ... lolz)

Although supposedly this year (Year of Dog) should be quite bad for me as i "fan tai shui"
But luckily for me ... my year started well for me ... (i won money during the CNY =p)
My relationship with my brother getting alot better as compared to the last time....
The tension between my parents are also getting better ...

Hopefully everything will remain as it is .. or get better throughout the year ...
(I know Im greedy but tell me ... WHO is this world doesnt yearn for MORE HAPPINESS? =p )

~ Damn PiSsEd OFF with My "鳥人" TL ~

2005-10-04T22:30:00.000+08:00

Its been a long long while since i last FLARED up at somebody
So DAMN BLOODY PISSED with the stupid TL of mine
Sort of quarrelled with him juz now

He was saying that i shdnt surf net for personal use during office hours
Ok lah I admit that im in the wrong but i was waiting for an email mah
Its so FUNNY that he oways CAUGHT me doing PERSONAL THINGS
instead of surfing for information eh?
Damn FUCKING FUNNY...

He still can suan me when I said I dunno wat he wants me to do ...
"Waulau ... oh my god ... after being here for almost 2 yrs you r telling me you dunno wat u r doing? ... blah blah blah

I guess it anyone were in my position sure get pissed off as well.
First, as compared to him and the rest of the my group
Im the one with the least (much much lesser) experienced
cuz even the one with the next least experiences has been working at this co for almost 10 yrs

10 YEARS ... SEE the DIFFERENCE?

If not ... I'll TEACH you

10 YEARS = 5 x 2 yrs

They've got an average of 5 times more experiences than me ...
So what if im younger?
HELLO ... the things i've learnt here ... i cant possibly learn it from outside loh

Second, he oways "beat ard the bush"
when he tell me to do things
he thought by giving instructions in this way, he actually helping me to think
but pls lah ... cant he use his a** to think?
If a person is already in doubt ... does beating ard the bush helps?
NO ...
I dun think Im STUPID ...
but he made me LOOK STUPID
Its nt that I nv tell him before that i dun understand his instructions ...
but it seems like ... there is a major communication breakdown over here ...
prob becuz of the age gap bah

20 yrs age gap ..

Anyway ... my admin saw me in black face ...
so she asked n i told her abt the matter ...
She actually surprised me by giving me a non-chalant look ...
it seems like my TL oways do this kinda of very shitty actions ...
n she's used to it ...
she told me to be careful of my TL cuz she've been working there for so long
n she already condemned him as a 小人
although she nv elaborate much but somehow i can also see that my TL is that kinda of person ...

~ My ToTs FoR ThE MoMenT ~

2005-09-30T15:37:00.000+08:00

很久以前我总是为了某人伤心
现在的我似乎已经忘了这种感觉
是因为现在很幸福吗？还是？
如果真的幸福为何当我听到这首歌时
我的心会如此的痛?

~ HaNdWriTiNg AnaYLisiS ~

2005-09-30T09:30:00.000+08:00

Hah im back to blogging again ...
After MORE than ONE MONTH~
hee .. bored ah nth better to do ... so went to do a handwriting analysis test i found at ni's blog

Here's the results ...

Xiaohui has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

Xiaohui is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.

Xiaohui is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Xiaohui is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth.?This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts.?she finds joy in anticipation and planning.?Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned.?

Xiaohui basically feels good about herself.?She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success.?She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to.?However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach".?She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals.?A good esteem is one key to a happy life.?
Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

In reference to Xiaohui's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once.

When Xiaohui slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project. She has the best of two kinds of minds.

One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster.
Xiaohui can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Xiaohui is secretive. She has secrets which she does not wish to share with others. She intentionally conceals things about herself. She has a private side that she intends to keep that way, especially concerning certain events in her past.

Xiaohui is sensitive to criticism about her ideas and philosophies. She will sometimes worry what people will think if she tells them what she believes in. This doesn't mean she won't talk, or that she feels ashamed. It merely means she is sensitive to what others think, regarding her beliefs.

Most people with a severe leftward slant have some type of childhood trauma they have yet to work through. Since we didnt actually see the writing? we cant tell if she actually has a hard left emotional slant, but if so?she has issues with trust and it is likely rooted in childhood.

Xiaohui has withdrawn into herself. She is reserved and shows her feelings only at times of great anger, extreme passion, or tremendous stress.

Xiaohui is an introvert. She makes decisions based on logic, therefore she is rarely impulsive. She doesn't find any need for expressing her emotions. In fact, she probably sees this emotional expression as an unnecessary waste of time. She has a hard time relating to an extreme extrovert, although it is common for her to be attracted to one. Many people do not understand Xiaohui; it is difficult for them to really know how Xiaohui feels.

Xiaohui enjoys being alone, and probably prefers working alone. Working with her hands is a pleasure. Xiaohui's basic nature is to look out for herself first. Although she can and does feel emotions, perhaps as deeply as anyone, she just almost always harbors them inside. The first time someone angers Xiaohui, she probably will not say anything to that person at that time.

However, she will mentally keep track of everything this person does wrong to her until she cannot hold her emotions inside any longer. Then; Boom! Xiaohui will cloud up and rain all over them. And she will never regret telling someone off, because she knew what she was saying the entire time. She won't impulsively tell someone off. Emotional stories will not sway Xiaohui. She thinks totally with judgment, first considering every situation by the effect it will have on her.
Xiaohui needs space and time alone. She will be much more efficient if given a job alone, rather than being surrounded by people.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially.?According to the data input, Xiaohui doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Xiaohui can be defiant. She sometimes has the attitude that if someone doesn't like it the way she is doing it, then they can just "go to hell!" This trait may reveal itself in a rebellious nature that is always ready to resist forces which she thinks are infringing upon her freedom of action.

~ OnCe A BuDdY aNd Yet ... ~

2005-08-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

Haiz ~

Niu shu leaving tml n yet ...
we werent exactly on talking terms ...

why?

Becuz i was so disappointed with him for nt telling me WHEN he is LEAVING for Taiwan
and yet he informed the others ...
I've oways treated him as my good friend ... my buddy
I noe I've hurted him when i chose dearie over him ...
n I did stayed away frm him after i was attached ...
nt becuz I "zhong se qing you"
but its becuz he was rather hostile towards me ...
so I figured out that it might be better that I leave him alone for a while ...

I wonder if it was a mistake ...
Cuz ever since ...
we nv realli talked again ...

*Sigh*
He did sms me saying that he will inform me abt his farwell dinner ..
but i din reply ...
now that its already sunday ...
I doubt he asking me ...
maybe he tot i dun wan to go ..
or maybe he din wan to see me ...

but ... i doubt i will go even if he asked ...
cuz im already too disappointed with him ...

I'll juz take it that I've lost my buddy ...
the person Im talking abt...
I dunno him ...

Wish him all the best in his work ....

~ ReCeNt UpDatEs ~

2005-08-23T10:34:00.001+08:00

Hah ... its been a long long while since i blogged ...
(28 days in fact ... )

Lots of things happened ...
I shall see how much i can rem since i got a severe case of STM (short term memory)

1. Joined the Open championship for vball but was kicked out ...
2. Went to Malaysia with Xin and Ni ...
3. Suba came back frm Australia after her studies and we juz had a dinner with her on 14/08/2005 (Sun)
4. Bought quite a no of things yahoo taiwan ... for me n also for yessi cuz she cant read/write chinese ... haha~
5. Finally finished my report for my assignment ... *phew*
6. Fang's dad passed away on the 8/8/2005 ...

Should have more bah but i simply cant rem ...
its like i oways got a lot in mind n before i can rem while i blogged it down ..

I FORGOT ...
pathetic eh? haha wat to do ...

Dearie haven been accompanyin these few weeks ..
cuz he was busy with some event coordintating for national day celeration at marina ...
din realli ask him much abt wat he's doing lah nt that i dun care ..
but i believe that if he wants to tell me ... he will ...

Went to catch a movie "The maid" on fri nite
and stayed home to watch dvd for my weekends
boring weekend eh? haiz realli envy ni ... for so many events on weekends
wat to do dearie was working part-time
and by the time he finished work its past 8 already ... can oni have dinner

For the prev 2 weeks weekend ...

I went to Club Momo (i hate the name) and Devilsbar
As the name suggest ... Club Momo sux ...
nt oni becuz of a racist me ... (aint mal*y nt allow to drink according to their religion?)
anyway there were loads of them ...
I feel so suffocated ...

Saw my poly cca guy friend over there ..
So long nv see him already still as tall as ever ...
anyway he was super "high" that day cuz he drank alot ..
n he got another 2 friends with him ... a girl and another guy ...
well ... that girl was a bitch ... yes a BITCH~
she initiated to the other guy to hug her from behind
(she actually pull his hands and put it on her hips!)
and then she went to hug my guy friend (who was already drunk by then ... )

Not oni her actions were unbearable ...
she stepped on my feet quite a no of times ...
hit ppl when she's dancing ( my senior apologized on her behalf)
even toppled over other ppl's drinks n i got to APOLOGIZE for her ...
she realli cnmi ... "buay zi dong" to the max ...
n uncanningly she resemble someone frm flowerpod forum ...
I've yet to confirm her identity but im already 95% sure its her ...

Scary eh? she oways sound as thou she love her bf so much ...
but behind him ... she ... hah no comments ...

Devilsbar was a lot better ... in terms of music and atmosphere ...
n NO BITCH ... actually there was lah ...
but she isnt that bad as the prev one at Club Momo ...
she TOT she was like the "da jie" over there ..
kip talking damn loud n behaving like an "outdated ah lian"
cant be bothered with her til he burned my hand with her cigarette ...
damn it ...
i din scold her ... my senior did instead ...
but i realli enjoyed myself over there despite that STUPID woman ...

Think i better get back to work already ... still got loads of things to finish ...

~ Not My DaY ~

2005-07-26T08:50:00.000+08:00

BLACK TUESDAY for me ....
First it was raining quite heavily EARLY in the morning
(i hate it when it rains before i go to work ... )

And then ... i thought i lost my ezlink card
(together with my POSB mastercard)
I was like desperate searching for my card in my bag
And as usual i dun have much coins in my wallet (i hate coins ... )
I decided to take a cab instead ...

BUT ... i waited for a whole of 15 mins IN THE RAIN! before i could get a cab ...
Idiot~ missed 2 empty cabs actually ...
1st one was becuz i was BLOCKED by these 2 STUPID WOMEN who were like TAKIN their OWN SWEET TIME to cross the road thus the cab driver DIDNT SEE me ...
2nd one ... duno whats with the driver ...
He onz the "available" light but he DIDNT STOP for me ... @#%$&$#~

Well forget it .... i reached office with a super wet pair of jeans ...
And i tried to call my mum numerous times ...
But she din on her phone ... argh~
finally after calling for like 30 min she picked up
so i asked her help me see if i left the card at home ...

BUT SHE COULDNT FIND ...
*sianz*
...

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...

...

Guess wat? i FOUND the cards~ in the back pocket of my jeans ...
Wah piangz~
I wish i could KILL myself ...

Damn bloody SUAY today ...
First im CAUGHT iin dat stupid RAIN ...
Then i PANICKED cuz i thought i LOST my cards ...
And WASTED MONEY on the cab especially at a time when i so POOR ...

only to find it "happily tucked" in the back pocket of my jeans ....
and i dun even have any impression when did i put the cards into my jeans~

AHHHHhHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh .......

Think all the stress im getting these days r getting on my memory ...
I couldnt even think or rem properly ....

~ SeXuAL HaRrAsSMeNt IsSuE ~

2005-07-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

Damn BLOODY long din blog already ...
I almost forgot i actually got a blog ... hah crap~

Was damn tied up with a lotsa things ...
The stupid sexual harrassment thing WENT ALL THE WAY UP to the deputy director ...
Seems like a big damn thing but somehow i got this feeling dat they wun be doing anything drastic except to "suggest" to me to transfer to another team ...
and probably a warning for dat stupid fellow
WTF~ its nt even my fault dat such thing happened ...

IM THE VICTIM HERE ... HELLO!~

Wonder if anyone out there wld be glad enough to find me another job
IM LEAVING THIS FUCKUP COMPANY ...
its oni a matter of time ...
I've already planned to leave here once i get my year end bonus ...
Good salary here ... but management damn idiotic ...
WITHOUT a degree here .. u r juz like a piece of shit ...

"You think i dun wan to get myself a degree meh? who's going to pay for my fees???"

See ... another problem ... MONEY $$$
If i have the money i wld already be a uni grad ... (nt as if im stupid or wat? my grades aint dat bad afterall)
who ask me to be born in such a poor family with totally incapable men in the household?
probably i didnt do enought good deeds in my past life bah ...

My bro is another FUCKUP fellow ...
FUCKING gave my mum oni $100 for family allowances this month ...
And my father ... well maybe becuz he was sick for quite a no of days so he didnt have money to spare for the allowances ... so cant realli blame him ..
But my bro .. im realli damn bloody PISSED off with him already ...
His excuse for oni contributing half of wat he suppose to give was ...
He's going Pulau Redang for hols (he' back already ... )

ASSHOLE~ NO MONEY GO WAT HOLIDAYS?

I didnt even give my mum any less when i went to phuket last year even thou i was kinda tight too ...
Why do i oways have to help him cover his BIG FAT butt?
FUCKING IDIOT ...
oni know how to think for himself n his FUCKING FAT gf ...

Everyday so many ppl die ... how come i dun see him n his gf die?
Im going to CURSE him ... til the day he die ...

Hah im so bad ... but so wat? i dun even treat him as my brother already ...
since the day he threatened me with the chopper ....
dats it~ the bro i had in my heart is already DEAD ...
The one standing right in front of me is juz a pest in the house ....
A TOTAL FAILURE IN LIFE ...

Im so fedup with life now ...
with my idiotic bro ...
tryin to cope with the phobia frm the sexual harrassment ...
the stupid report i have to submit by this fri ...
monetary issue ...
ARGH~

i think im going CRAZY soon ....
somebody ... kill me if u can ...

~ SiCk ~

2005-05-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

Im SICK again ...

For the Nth time im sick for year 2005 ...

I wonder wats wrong with me but darlin's mother quite skeptical abt it cuz she tot im "possessed" by those "unclean" thingy dats y i kip getting sick ..

From the starting of the year till now .. think the percentage of day of me getting sick is much higher then the days whereby im perfectly ok ..

Changed my blog add but i haven gave to anyone yet ... dun feel like giving out at the moment shall see who will chanced upon it ...

My poly Jap teacher is finally getting married today .. darlin went to attend the wedding thus we couldnt go out ...

but anyway im too sick to go out anyway ... cuz actually i was suppose to mit up with ni for dinner but in the end im eating at hm cuz mummy purposely cooked my fav dishes for me ...

Was surfing fp juz now ... den chanced upon an interesting topic which makes me feel like taking belly dancing
I wonder how it will be like ...
smsed ni n fang to see if they wan to join me but looking at the responses
(Ni smsed me back ... but din say anything abt wanting to join n no reply frm fang)
I supposed no one wanna join me bah ..
The next class will be starting on the 27th May ... im lemming to join but abit ex thou ... 160 for 8 lessons ...
http://www.bellydance.com.sg/

Shall consider properly first bah ...
Going back to rest now ...

~ WeekEnds ~

2005-05-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

Its WEEKENDS again~

but im nt lookin forward to it at all ...
Why ???

BECAUSE ... im got to spend it ROTTING at home AGAIN~

As usual darlin GOT HIS DATE with his "Long-time-no-see friends" ... !@#$%^&*(@!#$">!@#$%

NOT AGAIN ...
F*ck! ... feel so DAMN BLOODY FEDUP n SIANZ ...

Maybe I should try doing the same thing to him as well?

*rub chin*

~ New BLoG ~

2005-05-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

Have decided to create another blog cuz ...

"REASON UNKNOWN" to me as well ...

haha~

*+* DrEaMiNgLy DrEaMy DrEaMs *+*